It Started With a Nightie

For me, the most wonderful aspect of transforming myself is painting my lips. I think that this is because it's such a feminine thing to do. Similarly, painting my toenails and shaving my legs.

By Anne Ritson

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Convincing

As for being more convincing, yes, I'd love to be more convincing, to be able to express my 'other' self more openly. I am, however, conscious of the limitations and how far I'd be willing to go to achieve 'convincing'. I fully expect that some transvestites long for their own breasts and would give anything for a course of hormones or a boob job. I understand that some people need to go all the way, to become the person they were born to be.

Me? Well, lets see. I'd love to have a trimmer shape. To that end I'd love to go overboard with corsetry. The idea of my body being forced to adapt to tight laced and boned corsets or basques thrills me. Obviously this would only work until I removed whatever garment it was, but I'm not looking for a permanent change. Then again, I do shave my legs and paint my toenails. I know neither are permanent, but they are longer term, and I often wear lingerie under my 'normal' clothes.

For me, the most wonderful aspect of transforming myself is painting my lips. I think that this is because it's such a feminine thing to do. Similarly, painting my toenails and shaving my legs. I see where Lynn was coming from with the high heels as well, whether or not this is my defining moment, I don't know. Then again, I've read so much on the subject of the 'defining' moment that I'm beginning to think mine is the 'whole'.

When I'm alone and dressed, I still get all the sensations that I had when I first slipped on the transvestite road, but when I'm dressed and Lynn is with me the sensations are heightened and intensified to such a huge extent that I sometimes struggle to keep my feet on the ground. I don't feel the need to dress full time - often I don't dress for weeks. The sensations and feelings seem to become all the more intense with each transformation, not only for me, but hopefully for Lynn too.

My writing has evolved from sketchy ideas to new heights, opening new adventures of exploration. I've also found that writing female characters has become a lot easier for me to handle, seeing things from different perspectives, ones I hadn't really considered seeing things from. My crossdressing isn't a crutch for the writing, nor is my writing a crutch for my crossdressing.

The writing could exist without the dressing, but would not be anywhere near as 'readable'; I can write without being dressed and I can dress with absolutely no intention of writing. I should admit though, that my crossdressing sets my imagination free to pursue ideas that I would never have contemplated without ever having tried on the nightie...

One thing that I am absolutely certain about is that my writing would never have flourished without Lynn being there to prompt and probe.

Anne

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