DOWNSIZED

  The entire company was buzzing about the rumours related to our "downsizing". Everyone in my department was concerned whether we would have jobs when the process was completed by the middle of next year. My nerves jumped when I received a call from my boss, requesting that I meet with her tomorrow morning. I knocked on her door at exactly 9:00 AM and she asked me to come in and close the door behind me. "Well, I'm sure you're aware of all the rumors Jim. It seems that everyone is talking about our downsizing efforts but no one really knows for sure what is really going to happen. However, I have some good news for you. Out of all the personnel in your area, you will still have a job." "Gee, thanks Karen. I really appreciate you telling me this and I'm starting to feel better already", I said. "There are some other important details, Jim. You must not reveal what I've told you to anyone. Also, starting tomorrow, you will report to the corporate gym. The Company wants you to loose weight, quite a few pounds from the looks of this report. I will keep tabs on your progress and we'll just go from there, okay?" "Sure, Karen. That's all you want me to do? Go to the gym each day and loose weight?" "That's right, Jim. And, it won't be any picnic either. The fitness trainer will be giving you a serious workout and a special follow her instructions to the letter." "Okay, Karen, will do. And thanks." The next day, I reported to the gym at 8:30AM and met Cindy, the aerobics instructor. After she checked my weight and took some measurements, she gave me some workout sweats and we began a series of light exercises. As the day wore on, the tempo of the workout in creased and I was weighed again at the end of the day. Every day, I went through the same routine; weight, measurements, then a light workout that increased and soon, I was doing high energy moves and my weight began dropping noticeably. In fact, one day, Karen popped in to see how I was doing. Cindy told her that I was her best student. When I started, I weighed close to 195 pounds and after three months of these exercises and the diet, I was down to 150 pounds and still dropping! "He's doing very well, Cindy. You can begin the vitamin shots tomorrow", Karen said. "I didn't know Cindy could give shots, Karen. With all this exercise, do you think I really need vitamins?", I asked. "Oh yes, Jim. You're going to need those shots more than ever now!", she replied. "Okay. By the way, how's the downsizing program going", I asked. "I'd say that everything is right on track", she replied. "In fact, I think that you're just about completely done being downsized", she added. "Me? Downsized? I thought that it was the organization that was being downsized!" "Oh, the organization IS being downsized, Jim. And, certain people who will remain with us are ALSO being downsized! Including you! There will be many changes taking place shortly and I want to make sure that you fully cooperate", she said. For the next three months, my workouts were much less strenuous and I received daily doses of vitamins and weekly shots. Cindy demanded that I refrain from cutting my hair also. "The Company will provide a hairstylist because we want to effect a totally new look among our employees", she said. This sounded rather strange to me but I went along with it. After all, at least I still had ajob! About a month later, Karen asked me to see her in her office. I met her one morning and she complimented me on my "new" appearance. Then, she asked me to do her one small favor. She explained that the Company no longer wanted its employees to have excess body hair. For this reason, all employees were to have their excess hair removed. We could either have this permanently done or use depilatories temporarily.
    "This sounds mighty strange tome, Karen. Ithinkthe Company may be asking too much", I said. "Jim, I don't want to get authoritarian but you must follow these new guidelines. You will understand soon why all of these things are necessary", she countered. I did as she asked and soon, my body was smooth, soft and hairless. One day, while taking a shower, I noticed something really strange about my body. I seemed to have a "figure"; I mean, like a feminine figure! I saw that my waist, now slender, was in perfect proportion to my now flill, rounded hips! And, I appeared to be developing "breasts"! I wrapped a towel around myself and hurried out of the shower and knocked on Cindy's door. "Cindy", I exclaimed, "What's happening to me? I seem to be changing into a woman. I have flill hips, a flat tummy and slender waist and NOW, it seems I'm developing breasts!! What's going on?" Cindy picked up her phone, dialed and then said into the receiver, "You'd better get down here - he knows.""HE KNOWS? Knows what?", I shouted. "What is going on?" Suddenly, the door opened and Karen stood there, smiling. I looked at her, wondering what was so funny and why she was grinning at me. "Okay, Jim. It's time you know the rest of the Company program. You were selected to stay on and therefore, you became a candidate for our DOWNSIZING POLICY. Only good performers were selected and you were the top performer in your area. YOU have been "downsized" - that's what we called having you loose weight. Next, you were RIGHTSIZED - our term for developing a more pleasing body structure for you. Later today, your hair will be cut, styled and permed, you will be fitted for a new FEMALE wardrobe and then you will undergo the final process as your maleness is EXCISED!! You see, our new organization will be completely female and only a select few males who served us well in the past are being allowed to remain. However, they must all become women and soon, that's what you will be!" "Karen, you've got to be kidding! This is some kind of joke!" "No Jim. I'm sorry but it's no joke. But look on the bright side. You have a pretty nice figure now. Soon, after your surgery, you will be even more attractive, more feminine, and of course more desirable! You do realize what the Company's new products will be, don't you?" "No Karen. I've got no idea and I'm not sure I want to know." "I think you do, Jim. By the way, we'll all be addressing you by a new name tomorrow - you're going to become "Janice". And, our new core business will be in apparel - women's apparel, specifically, lingerie and foundations. And, you, Janice, will become one of our prettiest, most desirable models!! Think of it; you're going to get to wear the scantiest, sexiest panties, bras, garter belts, slips and nightwear. You'll look so sweet! !" "But how? Why? Why me?", I asked. "Because, you want to. You've always wanted to. Besides, I know that you always wanted to be part of a "downsizing" operation and now, you are!! Welcome to the wonderful world of feminine "fun"!! Well, that was how it all happened. Now, I'm a gorgeous lingerie model; all 38-24-39 of me! As Janice, I have the run of the offices and the studios. I have several boyfriends and Karen makes sure that I go out ondates and keep all of her clients happy when I'm not modeling. Oh, I guess this business changing isn't too bad but beware - if your boss ever talks about "downsizing", ask for the specifics before you agree - or you might also find that your body has been "reengineered" too!!!!

TAKE A LETTER JENNY PART ONE

 

John leaned back in his chair and sighed wearily. It had been a long day at the office, even by normal standards, but it was almost over and he was so much looking forward to tonight. He put his hands behind his head and surveyed his 'kingdom'. He smiled at the thought, but in a way, his being manager of the Accounts Department was similar to the role of a benevolent despot. He had been promoted there at a young age, and had initially found it difficult to order people around, but over the months he'd grown to enjoy his position of superiority. It was quite pleasant to occasionally overreact to some small error, just to ensure people knew who was in charge. Of course, the thing that made his role easier was the fact that he had a department full of women. Not that he had any choice in the matter - being surrounded by females all day was not something he particularly enjoyed. All that giggling and silly chatter, and oohing-and-aahing over the new dresses they'd just bought! He looked at each of them through the glass walls of the office. He could see Jan, his secretary, who was leaving the next day as her baby was almost due. "I must get a replacement sorted out," thought John. Then there was the clerical staff. Denise and Elaine had both been with the company for a couple of years. John laughed inwardly at the thought that neither of them knew he'd seduced and bedded the other. Promises of promotion had helped, of course, but they should learn not to be so naive. His eyes rested on Debs, the new girl. Only 19, a figure like heaven and a face to match, with long blonde hair caressing her slight, girlish shoulders. He would have his way with her before the year was out. "Can we go through the report on the new budgeting system, Mr Fielding?" John's thoughts were interrupted by the attractive, if rather formal redhead standing by his desk. Lisa was the Assistant Manager, and the reason he was so looking forward to tonight - after months of persuasion, using every trick and chat-up line he knew, she'd finally agreed to have dinner with him. "Yes, yes, of course, Lisa. But please call me John - I can't stand too much formality with someone so pretty." He thought he detected her wince slightly, but she smiled. "I'm so looking forward to this evening Mr Field... erm, John, but there's been a slight change of plan. I thought we could have dinner at my place - I'd love to cook for you." John was amazed - this was better than he could have hoped for. Dinner at her place, a few quiet drinks, soft music, then... well, who knows? John found her house with no trouble and stood poised before the door. He collected his thoughts before he rang the doorbell - he still hadn't got over the surprise of her agreeing to go out with him. In fact, he'd almost given up trying. He'd assumed that she'd learned of his opposition to her appointment as Assistant Manager, arguing that a man should be doing such an important job and there were enough women in his department already. However, senior management had been impressed enough to overrule John, which caused him some resentment. In the early days, he'd made life very difficult for her, often treating her like a dumb secretary in front of other staff and giving her menial tasks to do. When he realised she wouldn't break, he decided that it would be easier to bed her. He rang the doorbell.

 

The door opened and John almost took a step back. She looked stunning, more like a real woman than she could ever look in those business suits. Her red hair was swept up on top of her head, she wore discreet but effective make-up and her black, figure-hugging dress was delightful. "Don't stand there on the doorstep all night, John. Come on in." He entered the hallway and the door closed behind him... The fog lifted, to be replaced by a throbbing headache which made John wish for unconsciousness again. Suddenly he was aware of a tugging at his wrist and, with his headache temporarily forgotten, he realised that his hands were tied to the edges of the brass bedhead. Not only that, but his feet were tied at the other end of the bed in a similar manner. He raised his head, despite the dull ache in his brain, and also saw that he was completely naked. The panic of being caught in such a vulnerable position caused him to struggle against the rope, but all he succeeded in doing was to tighten the knots still further, so that the pain became almost unbearable. He lay back with a moan of frustration and tried to remember what had happened to lead him into such a bizarre situation. He hadn't had too much to drink - he'd deliberately stayed sober in order to increase his chances of seduction. He remembered the meal well enough - he'd been in top form, complimenting her on her looks and getting into an amiable debate about the superiority of men. He remembered the two of them retiring to the sofa for drinks, the first, fumbled forays into lovemaking, and then... blackness. That was it! His drink had been drugged. He vaguely remembered her laughing softly as he struggled against sleep, and the whispered remark in his ear: "Now we'll see who's the superior sex..." And so here he was - defenceless. He'd made it to her bedroom all right, but not in the way he'd planned. He heard footsteps and looked up. She entered the room wearing a flowing pink satin dressing gown which she immediately allowed to drop to the floor, revealing her beautifully rounded, naked body. John felt a wave of relief - this was merely some strange sex game after all. Then the feeling vanished, to be replaced by a shiver of fear, as a cruel smile of victory played around her lips. Suddenly John understood - this was for real! A surge of renewed confidence came over him as, with her back to him, Lisa rummaged through her wardrobe. "Get these bloody ropes off me right now! There'll be hell to pay at the office if you don't stop being so damned stupid. I'll... AAAARGHHH!" He screamed as the stick came down sharply across his naked thighs. Tears welled in his eyes but she continued to ignore him. He was about to protest again, but the stinging in his thighs convinced him to keep quiet. As Lisa continued to get dressed, he realised that she was preparing for work. He looked through the crack in the curtains and he became aware that it was morning... surely she'd have to let him free to go to work? "Are you going to untie me now? I can't be late for work." He was aware that a note of submission was beginning to enter his voice. "Don't you worry your pretty little head about work" she said, "I'll pretend that you phoned me to say that you're too sick to come in today. That will leave you with plenty of time to think about your future." She sat on the edge of the bed and waved a handful of Polaroids in front of him. "These should convince you that, unless you do what I say, I can destroy your reputation at work. Either you obey my orders or these get circulated to our senior management." She showed him a series of photographs and he blanched. While he had been unconscious, she had dressed him completely in 'little girl' clothes. He stared in fascination at his shaved body dressed in the bonnet, pink blousette, short flared skirt that exposed the frilly panties underneath, frilled white socks, and to complete the humiliation, a large pink dummy in his mouth. Worse still, the photographs had been shot in such a way as to make him look like he was totally awake and enjoying himself!

 

"But why are you doing this?" he pleaded. "Simple. You've made my life hell since I joined the department, and your pathetic attempts to seduce me made me hate you even more. Now's my chance for revenge. All I have to do is show these photographs at the office and you'll never be able to work there again." John panicked. "No, please don't show these photographs to anybody!!! I'll do anything, honest, I will!" She seemed to reconsider. "Anything, you say? Well I won't show them just yet. I'm going to leave you here like this and I'll come home at lunchtime. Meanwhile, you'll have plenty of time to think just what you're prepared to do to stop me from ruining your career. The only thing that will satisfy me is if you make up for all the humiliation and frustration you've put me through these last few months. And there's only one way you can do that - you can be my maid for the weekend." With that she got up and left, before John had had time to realise what she was asking him to do. John spent the rest of the morning thinking about what Lisa had said. Part of him refused to accept that any woman could possibly want a man to act as her maid, but the care and attention to which she had gone in order to trap him like this, plus the obvious hatred she'd shown towards him had been enough to convince him that it was all for real. Then, too, there was the painful reminder of the stick cutting down across his legs. John decided to go along with the whole thing, at least until he could somehow get those photographs. By the time Lisa returned from work, the agony of the ropes cutting into him made John desperate for release. He looked at her with pleading eyes as she walked into the bedroom, but she seemed to discount his presence completely. Again she sorted through her wardrobe, but this time John knew she was selecting the garments for him. He didn't dare to look. Finally, she spoke. "I'm going to untie you now, but you'd better behave yourself or else you'll feel the full weight of my stick on your pretty behind. When you've been let free, I want you to put these clothes on one by one - and VERY SLOWLY. I want to admire the effect as you become a new person. I also think we ought to give you a new name for your role - what do you think?" John didn't answer, until the sting of a hard slap across his face made him mumble "Yes, yes, a new name. Whatever you say" SLAP!! "Whatever you say, MISTRESS!" "I'm sorry - please don't hit me - whatever you say... mistress." John was aware of a grovelling tone creeping into his voice. "Good. Well, it has to be something suitably feminine and submissive, to remind you of your new role in life. I think we'll call you Jenny. Do you like that... Jenny?" Her tone was mocking. "Yes, I like my name a lot, mistress." She seemed appeased and began to untie John's hands. Despite her previous cruelty to him, John couldn't help but get excited when she leaned over him and her warm breath caressed his face. She noticed his sudden erection and slapped him hard again. "I don't want to ever see that again! You're my maid now, and I'm beyond your wildest dreams." John cried inwardly, but allowed her to untie him without saying anything. She stood before him. "Before you get dressed, I want you to kneel before me and beg me to let you put on your pretty new clothes. DO IT!"

 

John knelt before her, with the first signs of tears welling in his eyes. He'd never been so humiliated before, but he knew it would be impossible to resist her. "Please mistress, please let me wear my pretty new clothes. I want to wear my dress and high heels and stockings and apron. Please mistress... I just want to serve you and be your maid."   She seemed pleased and allowed him to stand. The humiliation of having his naked body paraded before her was overwhelming, especially as she watched him with a cool, appraising look. She handed him a pair of black, delicately laced panties with a tiny red rosebud motif. He shivered slightly as he lifted his legs into them and pulled them on. He suddenly felt very embarrassed, but she handed him a jet black corset and indicated that he put it on. He kneaded it over his rather slim body and breathed in as it settled into place. Suddenly, she grabbed the laces at the back and pulled hard, until John felt all his remaining breath escaping from his lungs. He gave out a sudden little scream. She fastened the corset and he realised that his breasts filled the cup and completed the girlish outline of his body. He also felt more trapped than ever, as if the corset was locked around his body. Her eyes gleamed as she handed him the sheer, black silk stockings. They felt so soft and delicate that John was almost afraid to feel them in case he laddered them - and incurred the displeasure of his mistress again. He put them on very gently, which heightened the sensation as they glided over his shaved legs. He knew something was happening which could never be revoked, and the feeling of helplessness and vulnerability was growing with every item of clothing she forced him to wear. Next came the shoes. They were shiny black court shoes with a stiletto heel and a pretty little bow at the back. He forced them onto his feet and silently cried as he stood up and the pain became intense. "Now, walk over to the mirror, Jenny," she mocked. He staggered over to the full-length mirror and immediately understood why she had chosen this particular punishment for him - he looked so feminine, with his calves stretched into shape by the high heels to give the impression of a leggy girl's body. This impression was helped by the slimming effect of the corset, which not only pulled in his waist but also gave his hips and bust a much fuller, feminine appearance. John began to almost enjoy the transformation! "Now then, Jenny, I think you should wear this." He picked up the elaborately-frilled and laced petticoat and, raising his arms in the air, let it rustle down his body. He watched, fascinated, as it settled into place around his waist, reaching just above his knees. He played with the delicately trimmed edges and wanted to cry. This wasn't right... and yet it felt right to him. The jet-black cire dress cam next. It hugged his body as far down as the waist and then flared out with the petticoat. He teased it into shape to produce the best effect, and was suddenly conscious of her staring intently at his every move. "Enjoying yourself... Jenny?" He realised then that his humiliation was complete - he was standing before her with a man's features and a girl's body. He wanted to hide, to avoid her mocking glance. He knew how ridiculous he looked. "W-w-would you make me up, please mistress?" he pleaded. He knew it would be the only way to look even vaguely normal, and yet he understood that if this was to go any further, he would rather be mistaken for a girl than be seen to be a transvested man. All the same, he hated to ask her to complete his humiliation - it seemed like a final admission of defeat.

 

She led him to her dressing table and gently sat him down. She applied the foundation cream, and he just sat back passively. He closed his eyes as she applied the eye make-up, face powder and blusher, and finally the flaming red lipstick. His eyes wouldn't leave his reflection in the mirror when he finally opened them - he was completely transfixed. "Now then, I have a wig for you to wear, but first you must prove to me that you deserve it. Practice walking and talking in the proper manner, and curtsying, and if you please me I might decide to let you wear it." She walked out of the room, locking the door behind her. John immediately got to work, walking in the most feminine way he knew. He was helped by the heels and the shape of the corset, and he was aware that his hips were swinging and his stocking-clad legs were constantly brushing each other. He practised curtsying, daintily lifting the hem of his dress and, placing one foot before the other, slowly bobbing up and down. He was too busy worrying about his mistresses fury to think about how he might look. When she re-entered the room he felt almost like a woman and was eager to show her the progress he had made. She laughed at his attempts to walk without tottering on his high heels, but seemed to enjoy his curtsy, which seemed so subservient when she was watching him. He talked in high-pitched, soft voice and she congratulated him on his natural ability to behave as a girl. To show her satisfaction, she placed her hand in the carrier bag which was by the bed, and with a flourish produced a beautiful mid-length blonde wig. It had been styled to produce a very feminine look, with flowing, delicate curls flicking out. John fingered the silky tresses with eager anticipation. He placed the wig on his head and adjusted it until it felt tight agains his scalp. He wasn't prepared for the little gasp of surprise which Lisa inadvertantly gave out and rushed to the mirror to see the effect for himself. When he looked at his reflection, his legs almost gave way from underneath him. Staring back at him was a young, pretty girl with a shy smile and a soft, feminine face. It was amazing how the wig produced the final transformation. Suddenly his stance, his gestures, even the sound of his voice felt so wonderfully, naturally womanlike. "Right, Jenny my darling, it's time for you to go to work. You can start by cleaning all the floors downstairs, and I'll inspect your work when I come home this evening. It had better be spotless - or else!" John spent the rest of the day working as he had never worked before. The endless scrubbing and dusting and cleaning wore him out, and yet he had to admit to a certain satisfaction with his menial tasks. He bagan to hum to himself and swish his skirts around his legs. He looked in the mirror at every opportunity to admire his prettily made-up face, and realised that his new role was becoming very natural to him. Suddenly the doorbell rang and John's heart skipped a beat. He wanted to ignore it but the glass panelled front gave away the fact that he was in the house. He walked as daintily as possible to the door, opened it and saw Elaine from the office! In his most feminine voice he said "Hello, can I help you?" "Oh, yes. You must be Jenny, the maid. Lisa told me I'd find you in. She asked me to come round to pick up a pair of shoes for her. She wants to wear them this evening." John felt a wave of relief - she hadn't recognised him. "Right away, miss. I'll show you to the mistress's bedroom" he said in his high, girlish voice.

 

Elaine followed him up the stairs and John thought it was ironic that the girl he had bedded only a few months ago was now looking at him as a dumb servant girl. He wanted to shout at her, to tell her who he was, but instead he only blushed and helped her look for her shoes. When he had shown Elaine out, John carried on dusting and cleaning. He was aware that it was getting late and realised that Lisa must have gone to Jan's leaving party. He didn't dare stop working in case she punished him again, so he continued to vacuum and clean until she returned late in the evening. She seemed a little tipsy. Almost without thinking, John curtsied and helped her take off her coat. She seemed pleased by this little impromptu display of acceptance of his new role, and asked for a demonstration of his new-found femininity. John minced before her, careful to walk gracefully and with a feminine sway. He felt humiliated, but at the same time he was anxious to please her, and not solely because of the threat of punishment. He curtsied again, and then sat opposite her, with his hands folded demurely on his lap. She looked around to assess the results of his housework and then addressed him. "Well, Jenny..." She paused to let the name sink in. "I'm very pleased with your progress. You make a very pretty little maid, and your work around the house has been excellent. I'm going to prove my confidence in you... I'm going to let you serve at a dinner party I'm hosting tomorrow evening." John felt as if he'd been kicked in the stomach. Serve at a dinner party? In front of lots of people? He would not do it, not in a million years! She must have read his thoughts, because she proceeded to remind him that the photographs were waiting at work, and she had disposed of all his male clothes so that there was no way he could leave the house. The hopelessness of his situation began to dawn on him, and the next thing John knew he was sobbing uncontrollably. Lisa put her arm around his heaving shoulders. "There, there, don't cry Jenny darling. You'll be magnificent. And by Sunday, it'll all be over and life can get back to normal." But John continued to sob - he knew life would never be normal again. End of Part One    



KARINS STORY

  Karin is a cross dresser from Holland, who sent us this account of her first dressing experience: 13 Years old and already different... My first feelings about being "different" came when I was about thirteen years old, when I discovered what would later turn out to be my transvestism. Once I was in the attic playing with my electric trains, my mother came upstairs and hung the laundry to dry. Not only a couple of dresses, but also stockings, panties, garter belt and a moulded bra were pegged to the clothesline.   When I was walking around the table on which my electric train was on, my face touched the silk stockings, which gave me a special shivering all over my body and I noticed I liked that. My hand touched also my mother's bra and suddenly came the feeling that I should try it on. I went downstairs to see if anyone else was left in the house, and fortunately I was home alone. The ultimate opportunity to do what had just come into my mind... I ran back to the attic, not closing the door completely behind me so that I could hear if somebody came home early. I took off my own clothes and slipped into my mother's underwear. Panties first and next a little struggle with the bra. I will never forget that it wasn't so difficult to put on after all - just like I was used to it! Only the garter belt and the stockings caused a few problems, but finally I was wearing female underwear. It gave me a very special feeling I can hardly describe.   Before putting on the dress I wanted to have a look at myself in the mirror, which was downstairs - I climbed down the stairs and went to my parent's bedroom. I was really astonished to see what was reflected back to me in the mirror - I have to admit that the underwear wasn't really my size, but it was amazing how good I felt in it. I had filled the moulded bra with a couple of socks and it really looked as though I had breasts! I went upstairs again and slipped into a nice blue dress. Of course, it was a little too big, but that didn't matter. In my mother's wardrobe I found a pair of black high heels which I put on, and I felt my dressing was complete. I was feeling excited but also feeling just me!   Suddenly I heard the kitchen door slam - I was seized with fear and ran to the attic. I tried to get out of these clothes as soon as possible, but doing that I ran a ladder into one of the stockings. I didn't care about it at that very moment; I had to go back to normal too quickly to notice. Just as I put on my own trousers again my mother came into the door. "Did you have a nice time, dear?" she asked. "Yes mom" I said, looking straight at my trains running around the table. She went to the clothesline, looked at her clothes and suddenly said: "That's a pity, another pair of stockings with a ladder, I'll have to buy a new pair...", leaving me with my thoughts about that crazy, wonderful half hour. Now, several years later, I have been a transvestite for many years. I now have a rather great female wardrobe of my own. It includes several pairs of all sorts of underwear, dresses, skirts, shoes, boots, wigs, silicone breasts, jewellery, makeup and all the things a woman needs. Every moment I want to feel like a woman I can slip into everything I have.   Sometimes I want to be sexy, with a miniskirt, tights, a nice shirt and high heeled thigh boots. Other times I like to wear stockings, a nice colourful dress and pumps. Doing so, I really feel true to myself. There are only a very few people that know about my female feelings. Although being a transvestite has it's complications, I couldn't do without it anymore. I enjoy it too much! Love, Karin

FIRST NIGHT

Looking back now, Mike could see how Mandy had skilfully manoeuvred him into stockings and suspenders: right from the time they had discussed Gary's up coming party. Mandy had suggested a feminine character and Mike's immediate reaction had been a pantomime dame. No, Mandy had said, not when all the others would think of the same idea. He could hear her say it even now, "Be original, novel, be unique!" yes, but what? They'd run through all the female characters, any number of princesses, Cinderella and �yes Snow White. Mandy had said that was just right as Snow White was sweet pure and innocent. "And gullible." Said Mike to himself with perfect hindsight. A trawl through the cheap clothes shops uncovered a whole new world for Mike; a dangerous one where the adrenaline high became almost addictive as he searched through the rails of dresses, skirts and tops. A little patience was rewarded with the discovery of a long white button through skirt and a t-shirt style top with sculptured patterns and motifs. The girl at the checkout eyed Mike suspiciously. Mike felt he must be blushing, but tried to carry it off as an ordinary, everyday affair. He stepped out of the shop clutching the plain white carrier bag, and found he'd been holding his breath. Two deep breaths and he was well enough to walk home. The following day, a more confident Mike ventured into the town's department store. He'd walked through the lingerie department many times carefully studying the garments while appearing not to look at them. "Looking for something nice for your girlfriend?" Mike had almost died as the sales assistant spoke. He stepped back and tangled himself up in one of the display stands. He recovered enough to nod. "Looking for a three-piece set in white?", and she went on without waiting for a reply, "Now this is nice, with the lacy panels, and suspender belt, here." Mike was horrified. Surely everyone in the shop must be looking at him. And she was still talking at the top of her voice. "Do you know what size she is, your girlfriend, her bust and cup size?" From his minimal research in a thick shopping catalogue, Mike had decided 36b was nicely middle of the road. "Yes, we've got plenty in that size. Would you like some shiny white stockings to go with it? They're a very popular line with the young ladies." She waved a packet at Mike, and he managed to smile and say, "Yes". He paid, and set off for the shoe department. This was far less traumatic. He selected a pair of size 8 white sandals from the "sale" racks before anyone accosted him. Then he hurried home to try everything on. Mike waited until the house was empty, and the he locked his bedroom door - he couldn't risk his Mum or brothers finding him dressed up. He put the bra and briefs on, stuffing a rolled up sock in each of the empty cups. The suspender and stockings were a little trickier. Mike had to reattach the suspenders to the stocking tops when he discovered the secret of being able to take his knickers down without undoing everything.
    Next came the white sculptured top, and Mike looked down admiringly at the mounds on his chest. He stepped into the skirt; the waist was elasticated and very easy to adjust. He tried it with just the last few buttons undone near the hem. He undid more buttons, two at a time, and tested the effect by walking up and down. He finally settled on about three quarters undone. Mike put the sandals on, and walked up and down some more. He was aware for the first time of the sensual effect of the skirt moving against his legs as he walked. But it wasn't complete yet. There was a male hairstyle and hairy legs to be sorted, and make-up to be applied. The ever helpful Mandy said she would help with all that. The night of the party came and Mike got his bundle out of the house without his mum seeing it. He drove the short distance to Mandy's flat, his heart thumping with anticipation. Mandy's husband Tom was out when Mike arrived. She ushered him into the box room and gave him her shaver. "You'll have to do something with those legs." She smiled and left the room. Mike stripped to his underwear and began shaving his legs. He decided to shave under his arms too, and then removed most of the body hair he could reach. Mike tingled inside as he slipped the stockings on. Everything that touched his silky smooth legs felt strange, exotic and exciting. Mike finished dressing and called Mandy. She came in wearing just her French knickers. Mike was used to seeing Mandy less than fully undressed, but he had never seen her topless. As she painted his finger nails and set about restyling his hair, he pondered on the unusual relationship Tom and Mandy had. He wasn't sure they actually went wife swapping, but they both played the field independently. He was sure Tom wouldn't think anything of seeing Mandy half naked with a man dressed as a woman. Tom arrived home at that moment, put his head round the door, smiled, and went to the kitchen to make a sandwich. Mandy finished Mike's hair and applied hi make-up. He peered at himself in the mirror and. Who was that looking back? It wasn't Mike. But it was Mikki! Mike watched the television for half an hour while Tom and Mandy got themselves ready. Mike couldn't settle. He practised trying to walk elegantly, with some success. Then Mandy and Tom came into the lounge, and demonstrated their Pantomime Horse costume. They gathered up their bottles and cans, and left the flat, walking a short distance down the road to Tom's Car. The wind blew Mike's skirt open to reveal the stocking tops and suspenders. Some passers-by stared at his exposed thighs, and a rush of adrenalin surged through his veins. He half turned towards them and the wind lifted high enough for them to see his lacy briefs: they whistled appreciatively. From that moment, Mike was hooked - he would have to do this again! The party was a pleasant enough affair, teeming with pantomime dames but only one Snow White. Several people thought he was a girl: a testimonial to Mandy's skill with hair and make-up. Mandy danced with Mike several times, always when there was a slow, smoochy record on. She held him close, pressing her body against his. Towards the end of the evening, Mandy took Mike upstairs away from the noise to talk. "Well Mike, how are you enjoying being dressed up?" "It's great!" He paused. "The only problem I've got is when I get excited." Mandy's brow furrowed into a question.
    "These briefs aren't really large enough." And Mike lifted up his skirt to show Mandy his swollen, semi erect penis trying to climb out of his knickers. Mandy's eyebrows went up, and she smiled. "Actually, I came to ask if you mind going home now. Tom's had far too much to drink, and I'll need some help getting him into bed." "Yes, of course. We can go right away." Mike was looking forward to walking outside in the breeze again. Getting to the car and then walking back to the flat was as exciting as before, even though there was no one to see Mike's display. With some difficulty, they got Tom upstairs and into his bed. Mike and Mandy retired to the lounge. "Why don't you stay the night?" Mandy suggested, breaking the silence as they sipped hot coffee. Mandy moved closer to Mike on the sofa. She put her arm around him and kissed him. Mike was too stunned to object, and then he found he didn't want to object. Her hands gliding up and down his leg smoothed his psyche. Unselfconsciously, Mike's hands explored the natural curves of her body. Her hand moved to his penis and she gently caressed it to it's full stature: it burst out of the briefs. Mike's hand in response, delved inside Mandy's knickers, finding comfort in her warmth. He stroked her clitoris with a gentle rhythm. While their coffee went cold, they warmed up, delving and exploring each other. Mandy stood up and held her hand out to Mike. They walked to the spare room and closed the door. "Let me undress you," Mandy whispered. She slowly took off his clothes, making every movement a sensual stroking sensation that held Mike in a state of euphoria. She left his suspenders and stockings on. "I want you to make love to me still made up like a woman." Mike now knew where it had all been leading to. She wanted him as her TV lover. Mike took her clothes off as she lay on the bed in front of him, and he surveyed her body. Why should he complain? He would never turn down the chance of sex with Mandy, whatever the preconditions. Mike climbed onto the bed and set about his first night of TV passion with Mandy. The End

MIKES DISCOVERY

Mike's biggest problem was that he was indecisive. Anyone who knew him was aware that he had to be bullied into making decisions. He was a living example of the old joke: 'I used to be indecisive, now I'm not so sure' Mike's lack of positivity spilled into his personal life in unexpected ways. When Mike was a naïve 14 year old, his brother, Sean, had got married and brought his wife to live in the family home until settling into a place of their own. The fascination of having a young woman in the house was too much for Mike to resist. After Jane had been around for a couple of months, Mike had done what many boys like him would have done and decided to sneak a look in her underwear drawer... The first expedition had been carried out while the house was empty. Mike had gone through the cycle of wanting to do it, then not wanting to, but eventually his curiosity had beaten his fear. He'd quietly gone into the room (as if anybody would hear him anyway!) and opened the wardrobe door. The clothes he found were, of course, a mixture of male and female. It was only a small bedroom and Jane and Sean had to share the limited space as best they could. It was getting harder for Mike to breathe as he realised that here was a chance to discover what female underwear was really like! Countless hours spent looking at magazine advertisements and underwear catalogues had given Mike an idea of the look of lingerie. There had even been rare opportunities to briefly caress a pair of panties, a bra or a suspender belt while out shopping. Here at last was the real thing... Mike had never heard of cross-dressing or transvestism. As far as he was concerned he was only looking at pretty underwear because he liked to. Even at the stage of sneaking a look at Jane's undies it was only a bit of a thrill, nothing serious. After all, what else was a boy his age to do? As Mike started looking through the wardrobe, he was bracing himself for the possibility that Jane was not the sort of girl who would go in for 'sexy' underwear. He was fully expecting to discover a collection of old, comfortable cotton knickers and bras, nothing remotely interesting. Jane did have some plain undies, but as Mike nosed deeper into the wardrobe he found that she also liked far prettier and sexier lingerie too. Mike's breathing became quicker as he found a drawer containing things he had only dreamed of. There were satin and lace panties, bras and suspender belts. There were a couple of beautiful basques, one black, one red. Stockings of all colours abounded. Mike saw black, white, blue and even red nylons, a pair of black fishnets and lace tops...
    His hands trembled as he touched all the gorgeous underwear. The sensation of smoothness and the beauty of the lingerie, as compared with his own cotton boxers, was a revelation. Mike was totally lost in this world and when he heard his parent's car draw into the driveway he shot out of the bedroom, having tried to put everything back as he'd found it. Mike, blushing ferociously, darted back into his room, undiscovered. The thrill of what he'd found was coupled with a sense of guilt at having been going through someone else's possessions. After a few days, Mike's thoughts turned to Jane's underwear once more. It wasn't long before he was alone again. Inevitably, despite the fear of being caught he went back to look at and touch his sister in law's things. Up until now, Mike had no more thought of putting on female underwear than he had of learning Cantonese. In the presence of real lingerie he'd deciding that touching wasn't enough. There had to be a next step and it was pretty obvious what that should be. There was one particular underwear set of Jane's that made Mike feel very excited whenever he saw it. It was the perfect lingerie as far as he was concerned. The set consisted of bra, panties and suspender belt. It was made of smooth satin and delicate lace. The colour was pale pink with white lace. Mike knew that if he ever got around to actually wearing lingerie, then this would be his choice. There were many times over the next few days when Mike would let his thoughts wander to Jane's pretty pink underwear. School work was hard to concentrate on as visions of lingerie interrupted Mike's thoughts. He would come home in the afternoon, hoping that no one else would be home, so he could fulfil his fantasy. He'd then back out. The desire to try the underwear was always limited by the fear of being caught and exposed. Finally, tired of all the to-ing and fro-ing, Mike decided that he would be 'sick' and not go to school one day. Since everyone else in the household worked during the day this meant that Mike had the house to himself. The risk of discovery was next to non-existent. On the day that Mike had picked, he waited until all the normal sounds of departure for work had died away. He then waited five minutes in case someone had forgotten their keys, ten minutes in case of car breakdown and twenty minutes to allow for the possibility of someone being struck by lightning and staggering home... It was getting on for eleven o'clock before indecisive Mike actually got around to going into Jane and Sean's room. He picked out the pink and white undies, grabbed the first stockings that came to hand, panicked and put them all back. Realising that if he carried on like this he would never try the lingerie, Mike then took a deep breath, counted to ten and went back in. He picked up the ball of satin and lace, made sure there were two stockings in the mixture then marched back into his own room. Having at last achieved the first step, the rest should be relatively easy.
    Mike's 'studies' had shown him in great detail what lingerie was supposed to look like on a real body, so it was now a matter of working out the unfamiliar fastenings. This was not difficult and Mike was soon struggling to shed his clothes, impatient to put on satin and lace. He struggled with the bra before deciding that he wouldn't bother with it this time (This time? I hope there's going to be a next time! he thought) and picked up the suspender belt instead. Clipping it behind his waist proved difficult, particularly with his trembling, excited fingers, so Mike turned it around and fastened it at the front. Then he pulled it around to the proper position. The stockings came next and Mike instinctively decided that it would be best to roll them up then unroll them onto his legs. He carefully put the first rolled up stocking onto his foot then unrolled the cool, smooth black nylon up his leg. When the stocking was fully on, it was obvious that it was fastened to the suspenders by the dark welt at the top. Mike's fingers had calmed somewhat, so it was no trouble to secure the front suspender to the stocking. The rearmost strap was different! Finally, after twisting himself then twisting the stocking, one leg was covered in beautifully sheer black nylon. The second stocking was dealt with more quickly than the first until finally Mike was left with only the pink and white lacy panties to try. He picked them up then stood up, off the bed he'd been sitting on. Bending down he put his feet into the leg holes then slowly drew the panties up. This simple action was accompanied by unexpected sensations. Mike had never thought that pulling on a pair of knickers would be so pleasurable. First there was the rustle of the lace on the stockings. Then there was the brush of the panties on his bare thighs and a second's fumbling as the suspender clips got in the way. Finally Mike straightened up, at last dressed in the underwear that had dominated his thoughts for so long. His first thought was how much more wonderful it was to be wearing lingerie than he had imagined. He turned to look at himself in the mirror on his wardrobe. He gasped with pleasure at the sight of himself. The shining black nylons, the pink-and-white panties and suspenders were so pretty and feminine that Mike wondered why he had never dared try them before. It was then that Mike knew that he had made a decision that would stay with him forever. He knew that to live without the possibility of dressing in female underwear would be unbearable. At every opportunity after that, Mike would go into Jane's drawers and try her lingerie. Although he was never caught there were some near misses. None of these put him off. As far as he knew, his secret was safe.
    Finally the time came when Sean and Jane were able to put a deposit on a flat and move out. Mike was roped into the moving party and spent a whole Saturday helping. He helped with very mixed feelings - on the one hand he was glad that his brother and his sister-in-law had found somewhere to really start their new life together. This meant however that there was no further access to Jane's lingerie, so Mike also felt sad on his own account. During the moving day it felt as if all Mike's hopes were disappearing. He had no money to buy any lingerie of his own. The thought had crossed his mind that if he'd had the money, he wouldn't have the courage. By the time the move was completed, Mike was worn out both by the work and by his boiling emotions. He got home, had some food and took a shower before flopping on his bed. He dozed off for a while, waking when he felt a pain in his neck. The pillow felt oddly hard in one spot, so he reached underneath expecting to find the rolled-up T-shirt and boxer shorts that he normally wore in bed. Mike's hand connected with something that felt more like paper than cotton, so, intrigued, he pulled the pillow away to reveal a small package. Written on the front, in Jane's writing was the single word 'Mike'. By now Mike was thoroughly confused so he tore the plain brown paper open. There was a card under the paper, which Mike opened. He read: Dear Mike, thank you so much for all the help you've given us getting moved. I didn't want to embarrass you in front of everybody, so I left you a little something. I'd guessed you'd been visiting my room so I thought I'd return the compliment... On reading this, Mike blushed scarlet. He thought he'd been so careful! After the initial shock he calmed down enough to read the rest of the note. ...I'm pretty perceptive, you know, even though I do seem a bit scatterbrained at times. A girl always knows when she's been raided! Especially when she has a brother about your age who shares your interests. Please accept my gift with my thanks and don't worry. No one else knows about my brother... or my brother in law! Love Janexxx Mike was filled with mixed feelings, but it didn't stop him from unwrapping his package. His trembling fingers clumsily ripped away the paper and tape. Inside he saw a hint of white then pink...Could it be..? He pulled the contents out and finally, on his bed lay two pairs of black nylon stockings and a new set of the beautiful lingerie that he had first tried on... The End

Transgender Fiction

Common on, Jerry you’ve never been so well off. The new contract’s for three years, six shows a year, decent scripts and the money’ll set you up for life.” As I was saying.... Money isn’t everything. Have you seen some of the invitations I’ve had in my fan mail, lately? And that supermarket opening I did last week, it was nearly a riot. I don’t know which were the worst, the men forgetting I wasn’t the real thing or the women wanting to know what underwear I had on. My buttocks were black and blue from being pinched. “ What does it matter? You made the six o’clock news and the supermarket group have been on the phone again, offering three times the money to open another two stores for them. You’re the most popular TV detective of all time. All the viewers love and adore you.” Like I said, I wish I could work out who pinches my bum at those events so I can watch out for them. It was your fault that clause went in the last contract that all my promotional appearances had to be in character. It seems I go weeks sometimes without wearing a pair of trousers. That clause had better be out this time.” Jerry Antrobus turned sulkily away from his agent to stare out over the city from the 14th floor window. He had never dreamed when he had auditioned for the part three years before that there would be so much success. He still enjoyed the adulation the part of Chris Campbell brought him but recently the audiences had begun to demand more of Christine than Christopher. Paula Peters, a theatrical agent whose career had been rescued by the TV Detective, regarded her client with more than a tinge of jealousy. In the early days she had never thought the detective’s occasional forays into dresses as a disguise would ever raise the series beyond the mundane, but a new sponsor had demanded a more convincing and more attractive Christine and suddenly the show had not looked back. That, Paula decided, was when she had begun to feel jealous of her client. Jerry’s female wardrobe was beyond the purse of most ordinary women and the director of the last series had decided that realism was all. They had shown Jerry struggling into the most attractive, but equally most restricting and constricting, of underwear - to the fascination of viewers of all persuasions. Paula smiled as she recollected being summoned to the studio to placate her client two summers previously........ Paula had been collected from the car park by an agitated director’s assistant and swept through to the portable buildings doubling as dressing rooms and rest areas for the cast. It was the first day of filming for the second series of “The TV Detective.” The first series had only turned into a second due to a shortage of competitors and by not committing any grave errors.
  The assistant left her by a door indicating it was the dressing room of Jerry Antrobus, but beneath his name some wag had scrawled, “female lead”. Paula tentatively pushed the door open to see a bewigged female figure sat in apparent discomfort. “About ***** time. You can get me out of this ***** stuff. It ‘s *****agony. This new director’s an absolute bastard. She enjoyed watching them pull this so tight it nearly cut me in half. Then when I said I wanted you here, they just left me.” “Who?” “Who, what?” “Who left you like that?” “Wardrobe but only because that ***** director said I might as well get used to it.” Jerry’s language made Paula wince as he described in lurid detail how he wanted to extract his revenge on the director. Even with the swear words removed, the sentiments expressed were not suitable for mixed company. As far as she could establish, Jerry was alleging that Hannah Murray, the director, had a personal grudge against him and she was a man-hating lesbian bent on belittling all men but more particularly him, because she secretly fancied him and he wasn’t having any. It was apparent Jerry’s temper had eliminated all sense. Paula regarded her client. He, but to more than a cursory glance, she, was heavily made-up but even the genuine article would wear nearly as much under the cruel eye of the television camera. A black silk kimono was draped across the figure’s shoulders barely concealing a black corselet gripping at an apparently shapely figure. Stockings were tautly gripped by suspenders. Paula decided, with a touch of jealousy, that Jerry had lost weight over the summer, but what really attracted her attention was the unnatural shapeliness of his waist. This was the cause of Jerry’s continuing tantrums, the waist-clincher had done its job but the price was its vicious grip just below its victim's ribs. As Jerry launched once again into a tirade against wardrobe, the director and eventually Paula for failing to release him from the constricting underwear, it had become apparent that Jerry’s sharp tongue had got the better of him and he had seriously upset whoever had fitted the waist clincher on him. “Well, Jerry you’ve got two choices. Lose some weight or don’t upset wardrobe. Mind you I wish I had a figure like that..” His outburst in reply was interrupted by the dressing room door being opened. In walked Hannah Murray with a smile that might have been helpful sympathy, or might just have been amusement at her leading actor’s discomfort. Against Paula’s better judgement she was ushered out of the dressing room and within 20 minutes Jerry, in a mind blowing short leather skirt and knee length boots, teetered out. She had never found out how Hannah had persuaded him to carry on.
  In her 14th floor office, Paula recalled that day. “Jerry?” “What?” “How has Hannah kept you happy over the past two years? You weren’t prepared to do it two years ago and then, suddenly, you just did. Has she got something on you?” Despite his blustering, it was apparent she had hit the nail on the head. It was only after an hour of gently repeating that she couldn’t help him without knowing everything that she got to the truth. Or at least Jerry’s version of it. In the weeks of rehearsal leading up to the filming of the first episode of the second series, Jerry and Hannah had become rather more than friendly. One thing had led to another, particularly since the main topic of conversation had been Jerry’s portrayal of Chris Campbell, and Hannah had discovered that Jerry became a more effective lover when he adopted Chris Campbell’s clothes. Particularly the slinky underwear that was to become the character’s trademark. Amidst everything there were some revealing photographs, which had been taken in their first flush of enthusiasm and then he could never say no to the woman who had become the director of his TV series and increasingly his private life, too. However much she wanted to laugh - for Jerry was so much Chris Campbell in the public eye that the photos, if they were released, would probably turn him into even more of a pin up and lead to even more offers, of every type - Paula knew she owed it to her client to resolve the problem. It took even more persuasion to get a copy of the photos from Jerry (purely so she understood what the fuss was about, of course!). She imagined the meeting with Hannah Murray was going to be difficult, but in the end it was surprisingly easy. Although the outcome was somewhat unexpected. “Well, what did she say?” Jerry, dressed ravishingly as Christine Campbell was waiting in his dressing room on the set of what he hoped was the last episode, not only of the current series, but for ever. “Hannah’s agreed that she doesn’t want you any more in her personal life and she’s giving up the photos. “ “Great. Have you got them? Or have you destroyed them?” Paula smiled, “Things aren’t quite as simple as that. I had to agree to another series, on your behalf as the price for giving up the pictures. And you didn’t tell me there were lots more of them. Even I found some of those interesting.
  It was apparent from Paula’s smile that interesting meant rather more than intriguing. In fact those photographs had changed her attitude towards Jerry entirely. Her conversation with Hannah had opened her eyes to an entirely different Jerry. One who was privately dainty, feminine and very, very exciting. A Jerry whom she wanted to meet and get to know, intimately. Jerry groaned and began one of his tirades. Paula smiled and reached into her capacious bag. The silky, lacy confection she slowly drew out brought Jerry to a stop and his jaw fell. “Where did you get that?” “Well, in the course of my negotiations with Hannah it transpired she was getting bored with you. You’ve been a naughty girl, haven’t you? Not doing what Hannah wanted and refusing her. She was so fed up with you she couldn’t be bothered to threaten you any more. But she wanted the series to go on. “ “I won’t do another series. It’s ruining my love life. I’ve started to depend on wearing pretty knickers to, er, well, you know what.” “There’s no need to worry.” “I do worry. It’s turning me into....” “Christine !” Paula’s tone demanded attention. “I’ve had enough of this whinging and whining. You will do at least one more series, otherwise I’ll use those pictures. And while we’re about it.” She tossed the silky confection of the teddy onto his lap. “When I come to collect you this evening, you’ll be wearing that under.... Let me think. I know, change back into that leather trouser suit you’re wearing in the next scene and that blonde wig. And make sure you bathe and perhaps you could use this.” She produced a perfume bottle from her bag. “It’s a new idea we’ve come up with. Christine Perfume. It’s sexy and we’re marketing with the line that if you smell sexy with it, then imagine how it comes out on a real woman. Imagine you’re testing it.” Jerry had nearly recovered his composure when Paula smiled again. “There are one or two of those photos that could put you in a very bad light and I would hate that to happen. But we can talk about at my place tonight.” Jerry knew when he was beaten, but his blood ran cold as Paula, leaving the room, leaned back inside the door and whispered, “Oh and you’d better bring a nightie and a change of knickers. Alhough if you haven’t got anything you can borrow something of mine, can’t you? We don’t want you coming into work tomorrow without clean underwear. “I’ll arrange to move your stuff to my apartment tomorrow and then we can sort out whether we need to go shopping. And, incidentally, I was at that last supermarket opening you did. It was the women who pinched you, or at least I did!    

 FANTASY IN SATIN

"Hello sleepyhead." She purred. "Have a nice nap?" I smiled back up at her. "Oh yes." I replied, then yawned. "You smell awfully nice." I said. "Is that a new perfume you're trying?" She looked puzzled for a second, then smiled down at me again. "Oh no dear. It's probably this new cream I'm trying on you. It does smell lovely, doesn't it?" As she said this, her cool fingers stroked my brow, and around my eyes, and I could feel the smoothness of the face cream she was working into my skin. Then I remembered. She'd been concerned about the state of my skin some days earlier and had suggested some cream that she thought highly of. Since then she had been trying it out along with various other products. Just as I'd been slipping of into napland I'd been laying on my back, with my head on her lap. Had fallen asleep as she'd worked her ministrations into my skin. "It's kind of perfumy, is it not?" I asked, a little concern crossing my mind. "Well, maybe a little bit. But don't you want to smell nice for me?" She chided me gently. "I mean," she continued "I make myself feel all nice and soft and pretty for you, don't I? Surely you don't mind smelling just a teensy wee bit nice for me, eh?" What could I say? I smiled back up at her, and let her fingers continue their sweet smelling massage. Dreamily, I looked up at the draped material that surrounded our canopied bed. The white, soft, fabrics that seemed to cover - but didn't exactly extinguish, the pastel pinks and blues, the sheen of the satins used. From the corner of my eye, I could see the sweep of her lace-enclosed arm as it moved gently, massaging the creams and lotions into my skin - the lace matching the textures on the cushions and pillows that surrounded us on the bed. The whole room was different since Ellen had married me. It was so nice now. From nowhere, Rose appeared in my vision. Her pretty oval face framed by her jet black hair, topped with a pristine white lace cap. It dropped out of my vision momentarily as she bobbed a quick curtsey. "Miss Ellen?" She was saying. "Mister Henry's cousins are here. Should I bring them upstairs?"
  satin2.jpg   Ellen smiled down on me. "Isn't that nice! Do you feel like some company?" "To tell the truth darling? I really don't." I protested mildly. "And where is this stuff coming from that they're my cousins? I've no recollection.." "Hush Henry!" She whispered putting a gentle finger on my lips. "What would these poor girls think if they heard you. The resemblance is so noticable. I mean, you could all be sisters! The same shape face, the same coloring.." She teased me by giving my tummy a little pinch "the same plumpness..." I couldn't help it. I giggled a little. "If you and Rose would stop feeding me all these chocolates and stuff I might be in better shape.." Ellen interrupted me. "Talking of that? Rose? Give Henry one of these chocolate truffles please. He hasn't had one in such a long time. He must be getting hungry, eh sweets?" And, lying soft and submissive in my wife's loving arms, I lazily ingested a rich dark chocolate truffle that her maid put to my lips. "Mmmm" I said. "These are so good." Rose smiled down on me. Then brought a paper napkin from somewhere and carefully wiped my mouth. Her expression was hard to read, but then from nowhere another chocolate appeared in her hand in front of my mouth. I really didn't want it. Started to say so, but closed my lips together when she tried to take advantage of my open mouth. She then did something that amazed me - started applying the soft chocolate to my lips as if she was putting lipstick on me, smiling tenderly all the while. "Oh! Isn't that cute!" Ellen laughed. "I think that brown lipstick would suit you dear! Hurry up and eat that chocolate though darling. Rose has to go and show your guests up." As she said this, she used one hand to squeeze my cheeks to open my mouth. Rose then placed the chocolate on my tongue, then wiped my lips with the napkin again, curtsied and left. My mouth was full so I couldn't talk, but I jumped at the sharp pain in one of my eyebrows. I jumped. "Ooooh!" I moaned, and put my hand up to stop her. "For goodness sake!" Ellen said sharply. "Will you behave! I'm only plucking an eyebrow or two." "That's what you say every time," I managed to mumble "but I'm not going to have any left if you keep plucking them." "Don't be silly! " She said. "Don't tell me you want big hairy eyebrows like ugly caterpillars?" "That's not what I meant - ow!" I squealed as she plucked another. "Please Ellen? Don't do any more. Please?" "Just a few more." She said, plucking another . "And stop being such a baby" as she removed another.
I must have lost at least a dozen eyebrow hairs by the time Rose showed Emily and Frances (my supposed cousins) into our bedroom. "Still in bed at this time of the day? What slugabeds you two are," Frances said, smiling as she and her sister advanced to sit beside me on the bed, Frances to the right, Emily to the left. As usual, both were dressed in a very feminine style, long floral dresses with chiffon sleeves and large beribboned straw hats. They both peered down at me. "Was it you made that yowling noise we just heard?" Emily asked. "Yes." Ellen answered for me. "The big sissy is yelling and carrying on, just because I'm plucking an eyebrow or two." "Men are such babies, aren't they?" Frances asked. "Yes. You'd think they'd want to look nice." Emily agreed. "Fancy making all of that noise for a couple of little eyebrows." "But I suppose we should get up." Ellen said. "Rose? Before you leave. Would you get Mr. Henry's new robe from the closet. The pearl one I think." "What new robe?" I asked, raising myself up from her lap, grateful that she wasn't plucking any more of my eyebrows. "Oh, I just had a couple made for you. I'm so tired of seeing you in that ratty old plaid thing." "But I like it." I complained. "Don't be difficult. Please?" She said firmly. "I had these made, especially for you. Go and try that one on." Nonplussed, I looked at the garment Rose was bringing to me. I couldn't make out the details, but it looked extremely feminine. "You're kidding! I can't wear that!" I complained. "Rose! Help Mr. Henry put it on." She then turned her attention back to me. "I had this copied from an old robe that Joan Crawford wore in one of her movies - Mildred Pierce I think it was." "Oh! If it's modeled on one of hers, it can't be too feminine." Emily said. "The big masculine padded shoulders, all boxy looking. " While she was talking, Rose was helping me into the garment. There was nothing masculine I could see about it. Long, off-white, pleated layers of chiffon, gathered by a gold cinch at the waist, falling loose almost to the floor at the back. It had a high, dramatic collar, that was closed at the neck by a sort of hook and eye arrangement that Rose was fastening. Then I noticed the sleeves. "Aw c'mon Ellen." I complained. "Look at these sleeves for goodness sake. This is a woman's robe!" "Well, maybe it is," she retorted "but you've got such nice arms, and this way you show them to advantage."
Ellen had been making a fuss over my arms since we'd met. They're very white, almost hairless, and without any definitive muscle. She had bought me some pajamas, all silk, all sleeveless so that she could 'appreciate' them all the more. The selfsame arms were now being shown off within bloused sleeves of chiffon, ending in a tight satin cuffs each fastened by four small pearl buttons. Rose finished fastening them and stood back. "Oh yes! Lovely!" Emily gushed. "Well. He is right. It's not a very masculine robe." Frances said "but it does look nice on you Henry." Then she added. "And Ellen's right too. Your arms are one of your nice features. You should show them off a little." I was totally lost. Everything seemed to be happening too rapidly. My confusion wasn't reduced when Ellen said. "I'm so glad you've come just now girls. It'll give me a chance to get some important stuff done on the computer. Henry darling? Why don't you escort our guests downstairs. Rose? Why don't you make up a light lunch for everyone? I'll be down to join you in an hour or so." Rose curtsied and left the room. Frances took my arm. "That's a wonderful idea Ellen. Come on Henry. You can show me and Emily what Ellen has been up to with the house." And, her arm in mine, I was being led out of the bedroom. But I almost tripped, my foot catching on the hem of my new robe. Ellen noticed. "Oh dear!" She exclaimed. "I was afraid of that. Thank goodness I thought of these." As she spoke, she was walking to her closet. Started rummaging in there. Pulled out a shoe box and opened it up. Horror struck, I saw the flamboyant high heeled backless slippers she was holding out and carrying to me. "See darling? They'll be just perfect with your outfit. Not only that? They'll stop you from tripping on it - and even though the heels aren't too high, you'll be a little taller. Here, try them on." "But darling? For goodness sake? They're women's ..." "Yes, of course they are. Not too many pairs of men's high heeled slippers around are there?" As she said this, she was kneeling down, lifting each foot in turn and slipping the slippers on. "Oh! How cute!" Emily gushed. "The perfect finishing touch!" "Perfect!" Ellen said happily. "Just perfect. Now Henry, off you go with your friends - have a nice 'maiden' voyage in your shoes." Frances still had a hold of my arm. Helplessly, I let her lead me out of the room and downstairs. There, she disengaged and allowed me to show her and Emily all of the recent redecorating that Ellen had imposed on the house. Surprisingly, the shoes hardly affected my walking at all - made my stride a little shorter perhaps. My robe seemed to waft around me a lot more I thought, but I wasn't sure.
Looking at everything through my companion's eyes, I had to admit that Ellen had made some fantastic changes in a short time. The house had been in my family for generations, although I had never stayed there, except for the odd vacation, or visit to my grandfather. I had been orphaned at an early age but he had never really seemed to care for me personally, shifting me off to one school or another, and always somewhat uncomfortable in my presence. We had no other relatives that I knew of, so that explained why I had been the sole recipient of his estate - a not inconsiderable sum involving the large house, real estate and stock holdings. Ellen had been the lawyer I'd hired to contest some of the silly strictures he'd tried to impose on the inheritance - how much I was to get each year, how I couldn't make any decisions - that sort of thing. She was highly aggressive - brilliant - and gorgeous. She made mincemeat of my grandfather's old fuddy-duddy lawyers. It seemed the wise thing to do afterwards when I made her my financial advisor. After we fell in love, I was delighted when she gave up her law practice to handle my affairs. The house had gone from being a comfortable old house - lots of brick and walnut furniture, to a bright, open, rather feminine place with lots of chintzes, pastels - and particularly flowers. Both Emily and Frances were suitably impressed, constantly admiring 'my' taste. I tried to let them know it was all Ellen's doing, but this point seemed to escape them. Finally, I just took all the credit. I was never too sure where my 'cousins' had come from but, according to Ellen, they did pose some sort of threat to contest the will. They didn't seem to be aware of this, both of them being ultra feminine and dithery but, again taking Ellen's advice I put myself out to be pleasant to them. When we got back to the sitting room Rose reappeared carrying a tray with chocolates. Both Emily and Frances declined. I did too. Rose stared at me, a slightly intimidating look in her eye. "Didn't the mistress suggest that you eat more chocolate miss Henry?" "I'm MISTER Henry, Rose! How often do I have to tell you!" I said firmly. She curtsied. "I'm so sorry sir." She said, but her eyes weren't overly apologetic. "But" she continued. "If you don't want to follow miss Ellen's diet? Maybe you should tell her - or would you rather that I did?"
"Oh, for goodness sake! Give me one. I don't understand what all this fuss is about!" With that, I took one from the tray and put it in my mouth. Rose continued to stand there, the tray extended. "Well?" I said huffily. "Maybe another?" She suggested. "Ellen only makes me eat one at this time. Lunch'll be pretty soon and I don't want to ruin my appetite." I said defensively. "You know that the mistress put me in charge when she's not here. I think you should have another one." Shame faced at this maid's bossiness, I took one and ate it. "That'll be all Rose." I said huffily. "Off with you." She paused for just long enough to frighten me into thinking that she was going to force me to eat another chocolate but then curtsied deferentially. "Yes miss Henry." She said, and left the room. "Well! I never!" Emily said. "Oh, she's just doing what Ellen tells her. I wouldn't want to get her in any trouble." I made excuses for Rose. "Trouble? Why should she get in trouble? The care she takes of you! I think she's wonderful. Never seen a servant like her." She added. I let a big breath slowly out - I'd almost made a complete fool of myself. Where I was seeing a servant who had far too much to say for herself, my two cousins only saw a maid who was totally wrapped up in her employers welfare. Shortly afterwards, Rose called us to lunch, telling us that the mistress would join us shortly. We sat in the dining room alcove, me with my back to the window, a cousin on each side. The table, as usual, was set beautifully. The floral napkins, the silverware, the gleaming crystal, the bright floral centerpiece. Ellen swept in to the room a few minutes after we had started. She still wore the nightdress and peignoir she'd worn earlier. Again, I was struck by how beautiful she was, her long auburn hair tied loosely at the back of her neck with a lace tie, her dark eyes, her air of absolute confidence. She leaned over the table and kissed my cheek, then sat opposite me. "How sweet you all look, chattering away like little magpies. Having a good time girls?" Obviously she was talking to my two companions, but she was looking directly at me. The other two gushed something, but Ellen continued to look at me as if expecting my response as well. She cocked her head to one side slightly as if to say "well?" "Oh yes Ellen. It's been fun." I managed. She smiled sweetly.
From where I sat, I could see the group reflected in a mirror across the room. All of a sudden I realized just how feminine picture we all made. Silks and laces and chiffons, gleams of satin. Even Rose in her soft black uniform with the white apron and cap added to the picture as she moved quietly around serving our meal. Nervously, I swept my hair back from my forehead. It was getting quite long. I was going to have to get Ellen's ok to get it cut. It hadn't been too bad when I'd been able to tie it back in a pony tail, but Ellen had objected, so now it just hung loose, naturally wavy. When I looked at it, it was almost exactly the same as Emily's. And with a shock, my eyes got drawn to the mirror by the flash of a chiffon sleeve as it pushed the hair back from the face of a young woman - and knew it was me I was seeing. "Yes. Your hair is probably getting a little long. Time we did something with it." Ellen said. I could only stare at her in astonishment. Was mind reading amongst her accomplishments? But her next words dispelled any idea I had of being allowed to get a haircut. "Rose? Why don't you work on Frances and Emily and Henry's hair after lunch?" Then she added. "Rose is very good with hair. You'll really love what she can do." Both of my cousins gave little squeals of delight." Oh! She does yours, doesn't she?" Emily asked Ellen. "And your hair is always so immaculate. Oh thank you! Thank you!" And, twenty minutes later, I sat in front of the dressing table with Rose 'doing' my hair, showing Emily and Frances some tricks of the trade, and sometimes allowing them to practice a little on me. I never stopped blushing the whole time - through the shampoo, the blow drying, the application of rollers and bobbi pins and setting lotion, then being placed under the portable drier.
Worse was to follow. As Rose then started working on Emily's hair, Frances decided to give me a manicure. Helpless with the drier hood fastened around my hair, I could only stare in fascination as my fingernails were transformed into a bright scarlet color. What could I do? The girls were having a marvelous time, orchestrated by Rose. If I argued or desisted in any way, it was like throwing a wet blanket on everyone else's fun. In addition, I was well aware that since wakening from my 'nap' I had crossed some sort of nebulous border between 'masculine' and 'feminine' and now resided in a kind of state where I was the only one with any memory of me ever being considered masculine - and even that was fading as I looked in the mirror and saw the feminine creature in the chiffon robe, arching eyebrows, scarlet fingernails. Things, believe it or not, got worse. I was finally released from the drier, only to discover that I was now in the position of Rose's assistant working to beautify Emily and Frances. First of all I had to shampoo Frances' hair then, under Rose's eagle eye, had to roll her hair up in large pink rollers, pinning them in place. I couldn't help it. I became a part of the whole scene - a group of women prettifying each other. What choice had I? To claim any kind of manliness at that stage was patently ridiculous and, truthfully, it wasn't too difficult for me to merge into the picture as I wafted from one task to the other, finding it easier and easier to chatter and gossip by the minute. Then I heard the maid's bell chime. The only thing was that the summons was for me. Ellen had explained that Rose took offense at this time- honored way of calling a maid and, as she had a lot of the little hand bells, it was an awful waste not to use them for something? Accordingly, they had become the signal that I was wanted by my spouse. Horror struck I heard Emily say to Rose. "Is that Ellen calling you?" And Rose replying "oh no. That's for miss Henry." Frances laughed - well, emitted a shrill giggle. "You keep calling him 'miss' Henry?" Rose shrugged her pretty shoulders. "I know. But it's a natural mistake, don't you think?" Then she grinned at me. "Mistress wants you. Better get going, eh?" "I can't go like this!" I protested. "Don't see why not." Rose replied. "And I'd hurry if I were you. Mistress doesn't like to be kept waiting."
Humiliated beyond belief, I left the room and answered my summons. The bell rang again as I went, so I hurried, panting a little when I arrived. Ellen sat behind the large desk in her office. "What took you so long?" She said impatiently then as if just seeing me "My goodness! How pretty you are! Been having fun with your cousins?" "I'm sorry Ellen," I apologized "but these high heels slow me down a little bit." "But you walk so well in them. Nobody would guess that you'd never worn ladies shoes before." Her face took on a hint of reproach. "But must say, I do hate to see women walking around with their hair in rollers. It's not ladylike at all." "Ellen? Please? You keep talking to me as if I were a girl. Please? I'm not. And could you talk to Rose? She's starting to call me 'miss Henry' a lot. Is even doing it in front of Frances and Emily." Ellen waived her hand airily. "I think you're being overly sensitive. I'll admit that I'm starting to see an improvement in your attitude as you drop these aggressive masculine tendencies you had.." "I don't remember having any..." I started to complain. "Henrietta! You're interrupting me! Now. You want to complain about Rose? Go and get her. Bring her to me. We'll get everything all straightened out. While you're at it? Go into your closet get the blue robe and gown, and change into them..." "Gown?" "Yes! Nightgown, nightdress - whatever you want to call it. I want to see how you look in that outfit. Alright?" There was beginning to be more than a trace of impatience in her voice. I looked down at my pretty slippers. "Yes dear." I said obediently. "Then get Rose to get your hair out of these damn rollers. Once that's done, you can come back with her. I'll talk to you both then. Will that be all right - Henrietta?" Then she smiled sweetly at me "You don't mind me calling you by a girls name, do you? Please say you're not offended." "I'm not offended Ellen. It's ok." I said meekly. "Then run along like a good girl and do as mummy told you." She turned her attention back to some papers on her desk. Quickly, I hurried from the room.
I was in two minds as I returned to our bedroom. On one hand, I knew I'd obviously annoyed her by complaining of how she was treating me. Now she was actually referring to me as a girl - had even effeminized my name. I knew it was all my fault and tried desperately to think of a way to get back into her good graces again. On the other hand, it now appeared that Rose was to get her comeuppance. "That'll teach her to boss me around" I thought happily. Rose and the girls had left the bedroom, for which I was grateful. Blushing furiously, although nobody was there to see me, I put on the powder blue nightgown and robe that were hanging in my closet. There were no boxy shapes on this outfit. The nightgown bodice was of embroidered satin, with a rounded scoop neckline and short puffy chiffon sleeves . (I now saw what everyone had been saying about my arms - they were rather pretty). There was some kind of built-in bra, but it was quite soft, so not uncomfortable - actually seemed to contain the soft breasts that my chocolate diet was helping to form. The skirt was, again, layers of chiffon that belled out from the waist. Not as long as the robe I'd just taken off, I discovered that the skirt of the nightgown swirled quite nicely when I walked. The robe complemented the gown beautifully. Mostly chiffon, but with two satin inserts at the front. It tied with a full sash, which I took great pains to tie into a pretty bow. It dawned on me that if Ellen liked the way I looked, she might not be upset with me any more. "Oh! There you are!" I heard Rose say. "How pretty you are, miss Henry." I turned too quickly in a hurry to speak my mind. "And such a pretty swirl too. Been practicing?" She laughed. "Ellen wants to speak to you." I said spitefully. "About what?" She asked. "About you calling me 'miss' Henry. It's got to stop!" I retorted. Her face darkened. "You went tattling to the mistress about me? Trying to get me in trouble?" As she talked, she came right up to me and grabbed my shoulders. Started shaking me. "I have had just about enough of you!" She gritted through her teeth. "Going to teach you a lesson!" I grappled with her, and was given a dreadful surprise. She was soft and girlish. Her uniform was satiny smooth, her lace apron and cap accentuated her femininity - but all of a sudden I knew who was actually playing the female role in our little contest. My arms were pretty. Soft and weak - and helpless against her. My breasts strained against the bra in another indication of my womanliness. My chiffon skirt floated around my smooth hairless legs. Squeaking and squealing my fear and outrage, I was pushed over to the dressing table. There she picked up a hair brush. Then, weakening by the minute, I was forced over to the bed. With practically no effort on her part now, she sat down and arranged me over her knees. "Please don't spank me." I sobbed. "Please Rose?" "You've been a naughty girl, haven't you?" She asked. "Yes Rose. I'm sorry I spoke to Ellen about you." "Yes - and you're going to be sorrier." She replied. With that, she pulled my layers of protective clothing away to bare my backside. Quickly, she applied the hairbrush with six stinging blows. She then let me up to my feet. Weeping more with the indignity of the event than the actual pain, I wasn't aware of leaving the room with her. Then I realized that we were walking along the hall. Suddenly I remembered. "Rose? I'm sorry. I forgot to tell .. I mean 'ask' you if you would take the rollers from my hair? Ellen said.." "That's ok. Let's go to my room. We'll do it there." She said, kindly enough.
When we got to her room, she opened up her closet. A lot of silky, satiny, uniforms of different colors hung there. "I have such pretty uniforms, don't you think?" She asked. "Oh yes Rose." I hurried to agree. "Then let me ask you something. Do you feel that I'm more powerful than you now?" She asked. "Oh yes." "Then. Don't you think you should serve me?" "I don't understand." I said. "You will." She replied, then added. "I really like that outfit. Can I try it on?" "Oh yes Rose." I replied. "Want to go back to my bedroom?" "Whatever for?" She asked. "So's I can get something else to wear." "Silly!" She laughed. "I've got tons of clothes here that'll fit you just perfect. Panties and a bra - and a slip of course. A garter belt to hold up your stockings. What else could you possibly want?" I was filled with consternation. She wanted me to dress in women's clothes! No comments about how 'masculine' they were, no excuse I could use to convince myself that I wasn't being feminine. "Please Rose? Don't make me wear your clothes." She didn't answer, just opened up a pair of black satin panties with lots of lace. Stooped down in front of me. "Lift your gown and robe and step into these. C'mon now!" Almost weeping with shame, I did as she told me. Stood obediently as she pulled the panties up under my gown until they were positioned properly. I heard - and felt - the elastic snap into place. Then she proceeded to disrobe completely in front of me, finally standing completely nude. I couldn't help but look. She was gorgeous. Her skin was smooth and had a slight olive tint. Her breasts weren't big but were well formed with an observable uplift, even with her bra removed. "Well then? Get that robe and gown off. Like a nice little bunny now - there! That's a girl!" Seconds later, she was resplendent in my robe and gown while I stood shivering in my black satin panties. "Now. Don't I look nice?" She asked me. "Oh yes." I agreed. "The color suits you." "How nice of you to say that." She said. "Now lets get the rest of your undies on. See how you like them. Here, hold your arms out and we'll get your bra on.." And I did everything she asked as she put my bra, slip, garter belt and mesh stockings on me. She teased me a little because my bra didn't need any padding. It was tight and uncomfortable, but it actually uplifted my little breasts until they actually showed some cleavage. She showed me how to adjust the straps on the bra, slip, and garter belt so the fit would be perfect. Then she had me sit down as she took the rollers from my hair and brushed it out. I looked at my girlish reflection in the mirror. High arched eyebrows, hair waving almost to the shoulders and framing an oval face. "Mmmmm" Rose said. "I think I did a nice job. Like it?" "Oh yes Rose." I answered. "Don't sound too happy about it, do we?" She said cheerfully "but just wait until you see what a little makeup can do."
It was more than a little makeup, but a little while later there was no doubt as to the sex of the person looking back at me from the mirror. Scarlet, pouty lips; curled, mascara'd eyelashes: blue eyeshadow; darkened tapering eyebrows, cheeks just touched with blusher. "Don't want to overdo it with this." Rose had said as she gently stroked my cheeks with the brush. "Your skin tone is nice, but too much blusher can make a girl with your complexion look kinda tarty. Know what I mean?" I had to nod in agreement. I didn't really know what she was talking about, but felt that arguing any point with the women in my life didn't pay. "Ok miss Henry. My turn." She said, sitting on the makeup bench beside me. "Upsa daisy!" She handed me the hairbrush. "My hair really doesn't need it, but I find that getting it brushed relaxes me. So be a good girl?" Standing there in my lingerie, I proceeded to do what she wanted by brushing her hair. After a few minutes she looked into the mirror and spoke to me. "You've got nice soft hands. A little more practice at this and you'll be really good. Betcha!" Then she paused. "I'll have to think up another name for you though 'Henry' doesn't cut it. What do you think?" "You mean a girls name?" I asked tremulously. "Of course! What else?" "Ellen gave me one already." I told her. "She did! Funny, she never told me." "It was just a little while ago, when she sent me to get you." "So. What is your new name?" "Henrietta." She made a little tutting noise with her lips. "Not very original, but .." At that point she paused, then smiled brightly. "You did take french at school, didn't you?" "Yes. It was one of my best subjects.. Why do you ask?" I replied. "She may have had a stroke of genius calling you Henrietta - it's a perfect name for a French maid." She leaned further back in her chair. "Curtsey for me and say 'oui mam'zelle."
I made a stab at it, blushing in total humiliation. "Not bad for a first time. Now do it again, but put your right foot behind your left, and curtsey a little deeper. Most important? Give me a nice pretty smile when you do. Go ahead then."   And she made me work at my curtseying technique and smile until she was satisfied. "You've almost convinced me that you're happy doing that. How'd you like to try on one of my uniforms? That way, when you curtsey you'll create the perfect picture." "But Ellen? I think she'll be mad if we take too much longer." Desperately seeking an excuse - any excuse to get back into my robe and nightgown. "I think you should refer to Ellen as 'madame' now. It's a lot more appropriate. Don't you agree?" "Oui mam'zelle" I said, curtseying. She beamed at me and got up from the bench and walked to her closet. "How cute! Lets get a uniform for you, eh? Ah yes" she pulled a royal blue uniform out, removing the hanger as she did so. Then she held it at both shoulders, lifting it for my approval. "Isn't this lovely? Just wait until you feel how taffeta sounds when you walk - you'll love it." Then she opened up the back of the dress and had me step into it. I knew what she meant about the noise of the material as she pulled it up around my body before fastening me in. There was a sort of 'silky crackling' noise that seemed inordinately loud any time I so much as shifted from one foot to another. To tell the truth, I found it to be quite exciting. As I said, it was royal blue, with a square cut neckline and short, feminine, puffy sleeves. The hem of the dress fell about calf length. The neckline, sleeves, and hem were all trimmed with a small ruffle of white material that gave a deep contrast to the dress color. I wasn't surprised when she put the serving apron over my head and tied it at the back with an extravagant bow. I winced though, when she pinned the final touch on to my hair - the lacy, beribboned maid's cap. "Come and brush my hair some more," she said softly. "Maybe you'll feel better now that you're properly dressed for the part?"
And she was right. There was no indication now that I was anything other than a personal maid, working on my mistresses hair. Slowly, I became more comfortable, both with what I was doing, and being. When she'd started with me in her room, I'd been hoping to satisfy her, then return to my 'own' clothes. I knew now, that this was going to be highly unlikely, but was starting to accept that any voice I had in what she was going to do with me was minimal. "Like this room, do you?" She asked. I looked around taking in the feminine drapes and furniture, the bright window looking out over the garden through french doors, the attached bathroom only a portion of which was visible. "Oui mam'zelle. Very pretty." I said becoming more and more capable in the role she had given me. "It's really highly unusual for a maid to get a suite of rooms like this, isn't it?" She asked. "Now that you mention it mam'zelle? It probably is." She smiled. "That's enough Henrietta. Put the brush down. Let's go and talk to madame. Shall we?" I gave a small bob, then did as she had told me, following her along the hall to Ellen's office. She didn't knock. Just opened the door and stuck her head in. "Hi sweetie." She said. Then, taking a hold of my arm she pulled me into the office behind her. "What are you doing in that get-up? I bought it for him." Ellen said. "Oh. She pissed me off a little, so I gave her a little spanking." Rose answered easily. "After I'd done that? Couldn't see much sense in following the schedule. To tell the truth? I think she was ready for it. Right Henrietta?" I gave a bright smile. Curtsied. "Oui mam'zelle." I answered, though I'd no real idea of what she was talking about. "My god! A french maid! Oh, you devil!" Ellen laughed and going over to Rose, embraced her. They then kissed. Full on the lips and for a long time. They finally stopped but, keeping an arm around each other, turned to face me. "You don't mind me kissing another woman, do you Henrietta?" Ellen asked. " Mais non madame." I said. "You see? Rose and I have been ... friends .. for a long time. But see, we kinda like having a man around at times. One all nice and soft and girlish - it's stupid probably, but we both like a man's equipment to be available to us occasionally. When you hired me, I sensed that you were exactly what we needed, so we set up this little play - you don't mind. I trust" she added sweetly. "Non madame." "Very good. So effective immediately, you can take over Rose's job - and room. She'll take over yours. Isn't that nice?" "Oui madame."
"Just one thing Henrietta? I did say that Rose and I like your .. equipment?" I didn't know what was expected, so did a quick bob. "Well you need a few little modifications. Tonight? You'll shave everything down there. Everything, understand?" "Oui madame." "Then you'll powder yourself there and put a little perfume on as well." She turned to Rose. "Shalimar?" Rose nodded, and spoke to me. "There's both powder and perfume in your new bathroom. You can use them." "Thank you mam'zelle." "And from now on, you'll be shaved, powdered and perfumed down there at all times. Understand?" Ellen said firmly. I nodded and curtsied. "I think we should tell her about her cousins." Rose said. Ellen bit her bottom lip. Smiled sympathetically at me. "Yes. I guess so." Then she thought for a second or two before continuing. "Frances and Emily? They're not really your cousins. They are related to you but it's a more distant relationship than that. See, their grandmother got shafted by your grandfather both sexually and financially many years ago. As a matter of fact, a large part of your estate should by all rights be theirs. They don't really want that though. What they want is you.""Me madame?" "Yes. It's quite strange actually. They're girls. Absolutely no doubt about that. At the same time, they want to revenge themselves on your family by doing to you what your grandfather did to their grandmother." At my puzzled look, she added "Screw you. Make you into their ideal girl. They've bought dildoes and have been gradually finding out what to do with them for the last few weeks. Now, here's the thing. I've pretty well told them that they're welcome to your backside - just as long as they leave the main equipment for Rose and me. With you all sweet and girlish in your maids uniforms, I don't know if they'll be able to keep their hands off you. So? Tell you what. Why don't you run along. Tell them that Rose and I would like their company for dinner." She looked at the clock on her desk and shook her head. "That means that you'll have three hours to come to some arrangement with them. Don't cry if they tear your pretty uniform or underwear, there's lots more." I stood, transfixed in horror. She took two of the maid's bells from the mantel shelf. "Here. Take these with you. One for Frances, one for Emily. That way you'll know when they want you. Now? Off with you, like a good girl. Rose and I have some catching up to do." "Oui madame" I said. THE END

DIAL 999 FOR DILEMMA

  I've got this thing about high heels you see. It's not that I don't enjoy wearing all the other things girls wear - I do - but heels are my particular fetish, you might say. I'm lucky because for a man I have small feet - size 7, which enables me to buy a delightful variety of women's shoes from normal shoe shops (presents for my wife you understand). I should know better really because I'm all of 5 feet 8 inches tall anyway, and with six inch heels on I'm - well, you work it out for yourself. Actually, I usually settle for 3 to 4 inch heels, but when the mood takes me I cannot resist six inchers. My wardrobe is full of shoes of every imaginable colour, from strappy sandals, to wedge heels, to classy court shoes - you name them and I've got them! Anyway, to get on with my tale: this particular evening I was in one of my moods - I felt I had to go for six inch heels, and I selected these very sexy, bright red leather sandals with cross-over ankle straps secured by tiny brass buckles. I had already decided that I was going to wear this slinky silk frock, which was the same colour as the shoes. It had a daring tulip skirt which opened at the front when I walked or sat down, giving the observer an encouraging glimpse of lacy things to come. As it was an early autumn evening I was going to wear my white hip length woollen coat with its brass buttons and big pockets. With my black jewellery, my sheer black stockings and my black hair I tell you I looked pretty hot stuff! Of course, the thing about really high heels is the way they effect your walking - you are compelled to take small steps, leaning your body back and pushing your pelvis forward. The result is a very sexy walk indeed, once you've got the hang of it. I just love to see the fellows gawking at me and fantasising as I walk past them - if only they knew what I had between my legs! Of course, the major problem is that you can't cover ground fast, and to run is to invite disaster - you just have to be content to take small, hip-swivelling steps, You become, in fact, like most women - extremely vulnerable. Well, everything went fine at the beginning as I took my little walk around town, which was something I never missed if the weather was anything like okay. It was straight home from my van driving job, a quick bite to eat and then the pleasures of the wardrobe and choosing the garbe I mentioned earlier. It was at the pelican crossing in the centre of town that my downfall took place. This stupid car, driven by some pimply faced youth came charging around the bend just as I was halfway across the road, and sent me flying. I wasn't actually badly hurt, apart from what appeared to be a sprained ankle, but within a few seconds there was quite a crowd around me as some bloke helped me carefully to the pavement and sat me on his coat. A pretty girl picked up my handbag and put back the bits and pieces that had tumbled out when it had hit the road and burst open. "Are you alright, my dear?" she enquired as she gave me back my handbag. I smiled and nodded. "I think she might have broken her ankle", the guy who'd helped me said. He looked like a retired army man to me. "Anyway, someone's gone to ring for an ambulance". The car had not stopped - probably stolen - but somebody had got the number, which I thought was very public spirited.
9992.jpgBy the time I had pulled myself together a bit I began to realise that I was in a spot of bother. I couldn't just get up and walk away with my ankle like it was, which meant that I would have to let the ambulance take me to hospital when it arrived. Then what? Quite apart from which, the police would presumably want a statement. Damn!!! Things were not looking too good. If only I had not been wearing my six inch heels I'd probably have been able to jump out of the way of the car in time, and I wouldn't have been in this pickle.   The ambulance duly arrived and I was lifted onto a stretcher, one of the ambulance men hurriedly covering me with a blanket as my tulip petal skirt was showing far more than it had any right to! We sped off with the sirens blaring and me lying there thinking how nice it was that the blanket matched the colour of my shoes! One of the ambulance men was asking me whether my ankle hurt and could I move it, and was I alright apart from that, and so on. At the hospital I'm sitting in this chair trying to keep my skirt together at the front - somehow it didn't seem right to look too sexy in a place like that - when, after what seemed an age, they wheeled me off to get my ankle X-rayed. They had wanted to give me a thorough all-over examination, which would certainly have set the cat amongst the pigeons, but I hurriedly assured them that it was only my ankle and that otherwise I was fine - just fine. Some really dolly nurse had undone the suspenders on my stockings and rolled it off for me, which was a very pleasant experience I can assure you, and I remember thinking how lucky it was that I had waxed my legs only a few days earlier! So there I was an hour later, contemplating my red painted toenails on my injured foot, when in walks a doctor carrying an X-ray. My ankle is not broken - only sprained, which is a considerable relief. However, they think it advisable to keep me in overnight as a precaution and fortunately there's a bed spare, the only one, but in the maternity ward. Now, don't get me wrong, I would have no objection at all to spending the night with all those lovely ladies, but the thought of suddenly revealing my little secret in front of them all as the nurses tried to persuade me into a hospital nightie was something I found decidedly embarassing. As a result I declined the doctor's kind invitation - quite forcibly, but of course with due graciousness and feminine charm, and it was eventually agreed that my ankle would be strapped up and they would send me home in an ambulance. I was having a last cup of tea, my ankle all strapped up and the ambulance due at any moment, when the long arm of the law appeared in the shape of a very young acned policeman, notebook at the ready. It appeared that they'd caught the pimply faced youth. Anyway, they wanted a formal statement from me and could I manage to get down to the station or would I rather have apoliceman come round to my house? Well, the last thing I wanted was some copper snooping around my place, so I said I'd come down to the station to make my statement. Apparently I would also have to appear as a witness, or victim or something, at the magistrate's court, and that would probably be in about a week or so. So he just wrote down my name and address - Rita, I told him Rita Johnson - and then left. I was in seventh heaven all the way back in the ambulance. I was able to go down to the police station fully 'dressed' - I could hardly suddenly appear as a man, and obviously the same would have to apply to my appearance in court. What more exciting experience could any 'girl' ask for! I felt totally confident that I would be able to carry the whole thing off, particularly after the way all the nurses had accepted me as a real woman. The only fly in the ointment as far as I was concerned was my blasted strapped ankle - I'd never be able to get a decent shoe over it. I was determined, come hell or high water, I would get rid of the strapping before my appearance in the witness box, for I was going to be wearing the most stunning outfit money could buy, and the most elegant, sexiest pair of shoes with the highest heels those Magistrates had ever seen in their lives, and I'd certainly have better briefs than any solicitor present!

I mean, it is not as if I usually buy chainstore clothes. No, I go for something a little less obvious; the dress or outfit to be found as a one-off in the smaller boutiques. Not the sort of thing one is likely to meet every other day in the high street. I can remember the first time it happened very clearly. She had just come out of the hairdresser's as I happened to be passing. She was young, attractive, had a good figure, an excellent complexion and she knew how to carry herself. She swung into the street with an air of complete confidence. She was a woman who knew exactly what she wanted in life and was determined to get it. And she would be very choosy, not one to fall for the first fellow in trousers. She would take her time, leave nothing to chance, choose coolly and carefully, just as she chose her clothes. And in any partnership, she would have at the very least an equal voice. f479_170gnrsxdskirtpage1.jpgBut none of these reflections occurred to me as I saw her emerge from the hairdresser's door. No, what caught my attention was the skirt, the long patterned skirt swinging about her thighs as she strode purposefully up the street. It was my skirt. Well, not quite, because I was well aware that my skirt was still hanging in my wardrobe in the bedroom of my flat, only twice worn since I had bought it at the little shop whose proprietress had assured me that it was an unusual buy. No doubt she was right. I knew her well and I had always been guided to my entire satisfaction by her in the choice of my clothes. Nevertheless, here it was flowing about the legs of this young woman, contributing as did everything else about her to her undeniable attractiveness. And I felt a small thrill because she had chosen what I had chosen. We had something in common, she and I, a similar taste in clothes, for what had impelled her to buy that skirt for herself was no doubt exactly what had motivated me. We shared the same feminine taste. Attributes I watched her as she walked along the street until she passed from my sight, noting her appearance and all those attributes which I had already described. I wondered idly who she was, what she would think if I approached her and told her I also possessed a skirt exactly the same as she was wearing, how much I liked it, how much I enjoyed wearing it, feeling it wrapped around my legs, billowing in the breeze as I walked, its silky smoothness caressing my nylons and the gentle swishing sound it made. The memory of that brief encounter has remained with me for a long time now, although I have never seen her again. And with the memory the same thrill returns, especially when I wear my skirt. It gives me an extra confidence; I walk with more self conscious pride, head held high, breasts proud, hips swaying. At times I have changed my wardrobe, had a good clear-out, consigned the unfashionable to the charity shop and the worn out to the textile bank, but I could never part with her skirt. It remains in fashion. It is still very beautiful to wear...

A NIGHT OUT WITH THE GIRLS

  "Mickey, why don't you come over and comb my hair for me?" She said drawing me closer to her. As I then stood behind her and began to run the comb through her hair I could feel myself getting more and more lost in her hair. She began telling me how easy it was to get lost in it. How soft it was, how thick and how deep. Her perfume began to filter up and around my entire head, losing me more under her spell. The comb began to get heavier and heavier in my hand until I couldn't hold it anymore and it fell to the floor. I just stood there staring into her hair and smelling her perfume. She then laughed and suggested that I bend over and smell her hair and feel it on my face. By this time I was so mindless that I could not resist her. I bent over and began to brush my face with her hair. She then talked about my getting lost in it. And how I was becoming mindless and stupid and weak. "That's it, Mickey. Just let your mind become blank. Just get lost in my hair. You're getting trapped there, Mickey. You are getting lost. Deeper and deeper. You can't escape. You are lost in my hair. That's it.. Just get lost, mindless, stupid and weak. That's it..." I was now so weak and under her control that when she told me to take off my clothes I found it to be something that I had to do. I stripped naked. She wheeled around and made me look deeply into her eyes. She laughed at me as she began to caress me, making me very, very hard. I was falling deeper and deeper under her spell. I was lost. She told me that I would do anything that she told me to. And I agreed. She then asked me if I wanted to be a girl. And she made me beg for her to turn me into a girl. "That's it, Mickey. You will do anything and everything that I tell you. That's it. You're under my spell my pet. You are under my hypnotic spell. Now, wouldn't you like me to turn you into my lesbian slave? Hmmmm? How would that be for me to lose you in softness and make you my lesbian girl slave? Would you like that my pet?" And I begged her to to do it. At that point she made me kiss her love canal. She pushed my face to her soft patch and I began to kiss her magic place with my lips over and over again. She kept telling me how she was going to turn me into a girl and make me her slave. I was getting harder and harder as she spoke. Her body began to tremble greatly as she then found my lips to be bringing her to that point of explosion. She laughed at me with how she had so easily now made me her slave and she told me that she was going to lose me forever in softness. And with that, her hips jerked upwards and her back arched with her exploding before me.
    Sitting back into the chair she then told me to crawl into the closet with her. I did so. Once in there she then bound me to the wall rings. My hands and feet now could not move to protect me. I was completely at her mercy. She laughed at me again and told me how she was going to make me really beg to be turned into a girl. All that Diane was wearing was a black sattin nightie to the crotch. She then turned around and put on this full length silver fox fur, in dark smoke grey, with an oversized shawl collar and large bell sleeves. She then turned around and began laughing at me as she then began to caress my C over and over. She was telling how soft the fur is. "Soft, isn't it, Mickey. So soft. That's it. Get lost in it, Mickey. You're getting lost in the fur. It's making you so hard. That's right. You're getting hard Mickey. You're getting trapped by the fur. The fur has you trapped there on the wall. That's right. Now, Mickey... Beg me.. Do you really want to be a girl? Hmmmm? Do you? I could put this coat on you. And that would make you a girl forever... Would you like that? Tell me Mickey..." And she laughed at me again as my body was trembling and shaking as she continued to tease my C. I began whining and begging her to turn me into a girl. I was shaking and so lost under the spell of the fur, and her, that I was begging her to turn me into a girl. She then instructed to beg her in a girl's voice. And I changed the tone of my voice to be higher, softer and a little lustier. She smiled and then laughed and told me how soft I was becoming. How I was becoming like the fur, soft and weak and feminine. I agreed with her and told her that I was feeling somewhat feminine. Laughing, she asked me if I would like to put the fur on. I told yes. She warned me that if I put it on that I would become trapped in it. I would become lost in the softness. And that there was no going back once I did that. I would be trapped forever. And she laughed again. I couldn't help it. I was mad with desire. I was so mindless that I could only think of looking pretty for Diane and putting the coat on and becoming her girl slave. I begged her again to let me wear it. Laughing, she then began rubbing the front of my body with the fur. I was moaning and begging her to please let me wear it. She then backed away from me and slowly undid my fastenings and let me stand before her. Swirling around the coat teased my C as she moved. She laughed again as she took the coat and put it on me. Once on, she then pulled the fur collar up around my face and laughed at me as my eyes then went out of focus and I stood there before her, totally in a deep trance. "Now don't you look feminine. Ah! What shall we call you, honey? I know. We'll call you Melissa! That's it. Melissa. How does that sound?" She giggled as she stood there. "That sounds wonderful Mistress." I returned. And she then made me walk around the closet with MY beautiful ladies fur on. I began to sway when I walked. I was lost under her spell. She then led me out into the other room and inspected me. My hair was pulled back in a pony tail behind my back. She then undid my poney tail, letting my middle of the back hair fall around my shoulders. She then inspected my legs for hair, and my arms. Neither had a hair on them. And then she looked at my crotch to make sure that it was hairless too. It was. She then pulled the coat around me and began to caress my penis with it.
    "Feeling soft, Melissa? Feeling lost and trapped in the fur, dear?" And her laughter rang throughout the room. I could only nod. She then laughed and took me into the other room and began putting my hair up in curlers. And then she applied my makeup. Once done with this she sprayed perfume all over my body and put drop earings on me, and a long black cameo around my neck. And then there were the bangle bracelets. She remarked how soft and pretty I was looking. And she made a point to call me Melissa throughout the experience. From there she led me into the room and dressed me in a red sattin garter with black silk stockings. Then a black sattin bra and a hot pink chemise. Then she got out some 4" black leather heels and put them on my feet. And then she put the coat back on me and took my hair down and combed it out. The large soft curls fell around my face and shoulders. Every time that I would move my hair would caress my face, putting me deeper and deeper under her trance. I was lost to her. She asked me how I felt and I told her that I was lost in the softness. And she laughed. She then directed me to model my pretty clothes for her as she snapped pictures of me. And I strolled around the room extending this leg and that one as I pulled the fur around me and became more and more a girl with each step. I was so lost under her spell that I truly had become Melissa. She then took me back into the bathroom and sat me down in front of the mirror and closed and locked the door telling me to look deeply at myself and to tease myself into exploding at least once, if not more. And the door closed with her moving about outside the room. As I sat there I looked into the mirror and obeyed Mistress's request I stroked my C with the fur over and over. The image of the person in the mirror was that of a girl. My ruby red lips, the light blush on my cheeks, the drop earings in the shape of a heart hanging from ears. And the cameo around my neck. I was a soft and lovely girl. My long hair spilled around my shoulders in very large and soft curls, caressing my face as I moved my head. I continued to caress my C over and over. The more that I caressed my C, the more that I knew that the image in the mirror was truly a girl. That I was a girl. And the more that I stroked my C, the more that I felt that I was stoking my clit!!!
    Outside of the bathroom I could hear Diane on the phone laughing and talking with Annette, one of her girlfriends. Then later it was Charlene, and then it was Shannon. During the conversations I could hear her tell them about how she had really finally done it. How she had turned me into a girl. In each conversation they must not have believed her because she told them that she really had done it, and that she even had pictures. Each conversation ended with Diane inviting Annette, Charlene and Shannon over to see how well she had done with me. I was so excited at this that I exploded in front of me and my body jerked as I looked at the girl in the mirror experiencing her first orgasm! And I dried myself off and began again to tease myself, as Mistress had instructed me to. I could hear Diane moving around the room outside. I could hear the music playing something erotic on the turntable in the corner, and hear her laughter as she heard me move inside the bathroom. Her movements, and the image of myself in the mirror, began to get me so hard again that my body began to tremble and I began to say out loud that I was a girl. I moaned and exploded a second time with my saying out loud in a rather loud voice that I was a girl and Diane's slave. I could then hear laughter in the other room. Finally, after almost an hour, the door opened. And I was truly hypnotized!!! In front of me stood Diane wearing this hot pink sattin jumpsuit with black 5" heels, and a black Lynx coat that came to the knees. Her hair was falling softly around her shoulders with the curls gently framing her face. Her eyes were done severely with dark shadow above on the lids. She then told me to look at her and then into her eyes. She asked me who I was. I replied that I was Melissa. And she then told me to get out of the bathroom and follow her. As I stepped in front of her she then began to tease my C with the fur of her coat as she made me look into her eyes. I became very, very hard as I fell deeper under her spell. She laughed as she could feel me get hard. She told me that she wanted to make sure that I was ready for our guests. And I got even harder. Taking a c-ring out of her pocket she placed it around my C and turned it tightly. Suddenly I felt trapped with my C being hard and that I no longer could control myself. She then began again teasing me with her fur. My C got harder and harder, but I could not release. I was beckoming so totally mindless that I no longer knew where I was. And she continued to tease me, making me look into her deep eyes. It was about five minutes later that we heard a knock at the door. Diane led me to the couch and made me sit on the floor by her at the end of the couch. And she told the girls to come in. The door opened and there were three very sexily dress young ladies, their hair falling around their shoulders, all dressed in soft and full dresses. They immediately looked at me and began laughing and giggling. One by one they told me how much better I looked and how they just knew that I would behave now. And they laughed again at me as they walked over and sat down on the couch opposite the one that Mistress Diane was on.
    Getting up she told me to 'stay' and walked over to the girls sitting on the couch. She showed them my pictures that Diane had taken just before with me. The girls all laughed and talked about what a good job Diane had done with me. They told her how proud they were of her. And how they were sure that she would love having me as her slave instead of her husband. And they loved how she had changed me into a girl. But there were a bit skeptical about whether Diane really had control over me or not. Diane said that I would do whatever she asked me to. And Charlene and Shannon just couldn't believe that. So Diane then came back over to where I was kneeling and she told me first to bend down and kiss her feet, to worship her feet. As I did this the girls began to laugh and say how nice it was that Diane could make me do that. Bu they still seemed to doubt that I had been made her prisoner. So Diane had me stand up in front of her. She told me to look into her eyes. As she did this she began to caress my C over and over telling me to get lost in the softness. Her perfume, my perfume, her hair, her eyes, and the fur were too much for me. I was getting harder and harder. I was about to explode. Laughing, Diane asked me if I wanted to masturbate for her? I begged her to let me masturbate. She reminded me that I would have to do it right here in front of the girls. But that she was sure that I would do it if she asked me to. I told her that I would. And she then took the c-ring off of me and told me to sit on the floor in front of the girls and to masturbate myself to exploding. As I sat down the girls began making comments about how nice my hair looked and how soft I was. They told me that I looked so helpless there stroking my C. As I listened to their words and looked at their hair, their eyes, and their clothes, I became harder and harder. I began to moan, at which time the girls then began making fun of me for being so soft and feminine. I got all the harder as they then began talking about how I was going to learn what it was like to be a woman now. And with that, the fur on my C, I exploded onto a towel that had been placed on the floor. I sat there saying that I was a girl, my name was Melissa, and that I was Diane's slave as my body cooled down from my release. And the girls then laughed at me, and told Diane that they were convinced. That she had truly taken over my being and turned me into her slave. And they loved it. But Diane wasn't through. She then told me to get up on my knees and to lift Charlene's dress and to kiss her magic spot. I pushed my head between Charlene's legs and felt her soft thighs on my cheeks as I began to kiss her there. Charlene was getting hotter and hotter as she laughed at me, and the other girls made fun of how lost I was. While I was down there doing that, Diane then walked up behind me and inserted her toy. I was lost in the pleasure of the moment and I brough Charlene to bliss and I was embaressed and humiliated into becoming hard again.
    Then, with her toy still there, Diane then instucted me to do the same with Annette and Shannon. I obeyed. When I was done, the girls were leaning back on the couch smiling, giggling and telling Diane that she hoped that she would share me, Melissa, in the future. Diane told them that she would of course share me with them, all the time. And all four of the girls then laughed at how I had become their slave. Diane then had me serve the wine to all of them as they talked about me and how they were going to use me at the store to wait on the gay guests that would come in from time to time, and how they were going to use me at parties to please the guests. They were all a buzz. Once the wine was served I was instructed to kneel a the corner of the couch on the opposite side of the room as Diane and the girls then finished talking. She turned around once and told me to play with myself, and they all laughed when I began to caress my C with the fur. They went on talking. After about 30 minutes Diane turned to me and watched me for moment as I knelt there playing with myself slowly. She told me to come and lie on the floor in front of the couch. I did as she told me. As I lay there, the girls all gathered around me, one at each limb. They began using Diane's fur, which she had taken off, to tease me over and over. My c-ring was back on and their hair was falling around their faces as they looked down at me, laughed at me, teased me, and taunted me with how lost I was, how I was trapped and how I was never going to be masculine again. How I was going to be a girl and their slave. I was getting harder and harder. I couldn't release because of the c-ring. But I was getting harder and harder. I was trembling greatly as they continued to tease me. I finally began begging them to keep me a girl and their slave. I begged them over and over to please never let me go back to being a man. I begged them to lose me in softness forever. And they continued to laugh at me. I was begging them. I was talking in a girl's voice and was becoming more and more feminine with each passing second. I could feel my mind changing and that I was so lost and trapped that I no longer felt like a man in any way shape or form. I felt like a woman. Like I was one of them, and yet not. That I was one of them in that I was a girl, but that I was not one of them in that I was their slave. I was lost. They continued to tease me over and over, with me begging more and more to always be allowed to be their girl slave. And they continued to tell me that they had no plans of ever letting be anything other than their girl slave. Finally, they took the c-ring off of me and teased me to the point of exploding. They then dried me off and began again with the teasing. They brought me to the point of exploding there three times. And by the last time I was so much their slave that I would do anything that they might ask. Their slightest wish was my command.
    Diane then had me please each of the girls again and then they sat around again and talked while I played with myself in the corner. The evening ended with the girls looking at me and telling me that they would expect me at the store tomorrow evening at 6:00 pm, dressed and ready to serve. Diane told them that she would definitely have me there. And they walked out. Diane then sprayed me with perfume again and took off her jumpsuit and made me please her with my lips for the next several hours. After we were through she then led me into the bedroom and got out a nightie for me to wear to bed. She then led me to the bed and tied me down, hand and foot. Taking a large Ostrich feather duster she then began to tease me over and over. She made me explode twice then as she conditioned me more and more that I was a girl and her slave. And I truly was. The next day for work I wore women's under clothes, including a bra under my outer garments. I was to call Diane at noon, in a girl's voice and tell her how I felt during th day. And then I was to wait for her to pick me up and take me home to get ready for the night. I told her that I would do as she told me. Well, that's the story of my night with the girls. If there are any Ladies out there who would be interested in discussing this I certainly would like to hear from you. I hope everyone enjoyed this little story. It's all true, and I've been looking for a Lady ever since to allow me to experience this life again. Be Well.... The End