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Nov 201520

Make Up Tips

frequently asked questions, how to guides

Make Up Tips Your eyes are the most exciting and expressive feature you have. They project your mood, emotion and personality, and so emphasising them with make-up is extremely important.

Bear in mind, as you look at yourself in the mirror, that your eye is divided into three parts: The eyelid The center, or depth area The brow bone The classical ideal eye would be proportioned in the following way: one-third from the base of the lashes to the crease line, and two-thirds from the crease line to the eyebrow. You can achieve this proportion with well judged make-up. Eye Shadow I prefer pressed-powder shadows. They are made in many shades and have either pearl or matt finishes. A pearl finish creates a light-reflective, brighter effect - it does however have a tendency to accentuate any flaws and emphasise eyelid creases. Originally, eye shadow was devised to bring out eye colour, but it is now used in more sophisticated ways to highlight, contour and shape the eyes. Eye shadow can emphasise eye colour; it can contrast or co-ordinate with fashion, or it may simply create a different and dramatic look. One thing I don't advocate is the use of colour charts. Your goal is to choose an eye shadow that will emphasise or bring out your eyes - this doesn't simply mean choosing a shade that matches your eye colour. Today, make-up has become much more sophisticated and the newer earthy, subtle tones are more exciting regardless of your eye colour. My preference for contouring eyes is the use of softer eye colours, which are easy to apply. The most effective are charcoal, taupe, tawny browns, and plum or wine colours.  
  eyes2.jpgIn striving for drama and sophistication in applying make-up to enhance your most important feature - your eyes - I prefer using two or three shades of eyeshadow. For example, a lighter to a darker plum shade, or a beige and a tawny brown. The colours should be similar, but slightly different in terms of colour pigment and degree of light and dark. You can always use another colour as an accent shade; for example, lets say you applied charcoal contour shadow then you can choose mauge or amethyst, apricot or yellow ochre for an extra touch of excitement. Highlight shades are most effective when they are lighter than your eyeshadow. Ivory, a pearlised peach, pink or beige on the brow bone is always interesting yet subtle. The following steps will give you a classically contoured eye: 1. You will obtain the best effect by choosing shades that blend from one to the other without leaving a demarcation line. Start with the lighter colour at the base of the lashes and bring it up to the depth area, extending it away from the inner corner of the eye and around the outer corner. Use an applicator or professional brush set for best results. Deftly apply the shadow just under the lower, outer edge of the lid. The deeper colour is then applied from the depth area up onto the brow bone, where it should fade away. I like shades of amethyst, burgundies, tawny brown colours and the smoky shades.   eyes3.jpg2. Apply highlighter or colour accent to the inner half of the eyelid.   3. The last step is the application of highlighter to the brow bone. Blend shades together so that no demarcation lines spoil the effect.  
  eyes4.jpgOutline Your Eyes! An eye pencil is best for outlining your eyes. Your liner should be brown, black, charcoal or navy, so that it looks like part of the eye and gives your lashes a thicker appearance. Black is most effective for a dramatic look (and the one I use), while the lighter shades are softer and more natural. For the top lid: Place you finger on the brow bone and gently lift and stretch the lid so that it's taut. Run a series of short but connected strokes of liner at the lash base from the inner to the outer corner of the eye area. Smudge the liner outward and downward into the lashes with a cotton bud. For further emphasis: Lift the eyelid and stroke on the liner along the inner rim of the lid underneath your upper lashes. Do not use liner under the lid if you wear contact lenses. Use the pencil now to draw a line just below the bottom lashes. The liner should start very thin at the inside of the eye and steadily thicken as you reach the outside. If you don't wear contact lenses then colour the inside lid as well. Eyelashes eyes5.jpgThe eyelash curler is a great help in creating an open-eyed look and adding the appearance of length to the lashes. It is a must when you have very straight lashes or when they droop down at the outer corners. First tilt your head slightly back and look straight ahead into the mirror (a magnifying mirror is best). Now place the lash curler close to the base of the top lashes and carefully clamp it closed for about thirty seconds. This should give a nice curl to the lashes. If you have not achieved the desired effect, go through the procedure once more. Curling the lashes should always be done before the mascara is applied. False Lashes False lashes are not usually necessary, especially for daytime make-up, but they can add beauty to the eye not graced with long lashes and add glamour to an otherwise plain eye. Choose only very fine lashes, not too long, and they should look absolutely natural.  
  Mascara Only use the wand type. Black is best for brunettes, and brown for blondes and redheads. Lightly apply to to bottom lashes. When using mascara on upper lashes, look up and lightly apply it to the undersurface of your lashes - then look downwards and layer the top surface. Repeat this procedure several times until you achieve the desired thickness. Eyebrow Tips The following tips will help you care for and maintain those well-groomed eyebrows: Generally 'underplay' the eyebrows. Subtlety works best. Follow the natural shape of the brow. Never apply colour in heavy, solid lines. Rather, use light, fine, feathery strokes to simulate the natural eyebrow hairs. Eyebrows should always be a few shades lighter than your hair colour - never darker! When they are darker they look artificial and have a tendency to distract attention from the beauty of your eyes. Never shave your eyebrows - they will only grow back stronger and more coarse. Use a dipilatory cream instead. If your brows are a bit flaky or scaly, lubricate them at night with a little vaseline or castor oil. We hope you found this article useful!

Nov 201520

Anna's Story - Advice

short story
"Hi my name is Anna and I have sent you this little true life account. I hope you find it worth adding to your section as I would love some response and maybe advice..." I am a young 27 year old TV from just outside Witney, Oxfordshire. I have been a TV for as long as I can remember, starting from a very young age. I have had the usual life of relationships failing, struggling to work out who I am and so on, but up until now have always been in the closet, never spoken to anyone I know about it and have basically been living two lives, but coping with it well. As I said, up until now. I had a phone call a couple of days ago from an upset ex-girlfriend. She asked me to go over to see her because she had somthing she wanted to ask me. Just so you know, I still really care about her (and her me). We split up not over the TV stuff because she never knew, but we were both just too busy in our lives. However, from my point of view it was very hard to hide it from her. She confronted me straight away: she had found a receipt in our old chest of draws for various items of clothing. My address, name, femme name and email were all on it as well as my work number etc, pretty incriminating really. She also found some stuff in the loft before we sold the house - this is over 9 months ago. As I am sure you understand I felt very trapped, what was I supposed to say? She kept saying that I must never have loved her and that I must be all messed up, saying it not in a horrible way but in a sort of hurt and confused, and I suppose caring, way. She is a lovely person but I just couldn't think of anything to say. I have always kept this secret and now it's been forced out. I have been thinking recently about coming out a bit more, but as much as I know she deserved an explanation... well I'm sure I am not the first to experience this sort of situation. I left the house without telling her but also without denying it. I know that she knows, how much I am not sure, but she knows. I guess that I am looking for advice and maybe some friends. To my knowledge there is no real TV activity around my area and I am feeling a bit alone. I am an outgoing and understanding person and a good listener as well. I hope to hear from you soon.... Luv Anna XxX annatv26@hotmail.com   Darla Ann Burke (darla_burke@yahoo.com) replies: Hi Anna. My name is Darla and I'm a girl just like you. First, I want you to know that you're not all alone dear. I've often felt that way myself in my area. I live in the Mormon Bible Belt girl. Imagine that! There's lots of out here for you dear and most are very supportive. I'm not quite sure what to tell you about your ex-girlfriend. I'm recently divorced and me being T is one of the reasons why, I'm sure. I didn't realize that at first but when I talk to my ex now it seems to be the only thing she brings up, nothing else. It's real tough for me because I have son with her. If it wasn't for him I'd be finished with her for good. I just don't think she ever saw me as a person or truly loved me at all. The song, "What It Takes" by Aerosmith would desribe my situation. Sometimes you got to let things go girl. Coming out is hard, especially when it happens like it happened to you. I've got a paper around here somewhere that has a good article in it about coming out. I'll copy it and send it to you if you'd like to read it. I haven't come out very easy myself either though dear. One time I trusted somebody I shouldn't and they blabbed it all over like I'm some kind of freak. Anyway. I'm sure we could go on and on here but I'd hate to keep you tied down with my mail. I've got to go for now anyway. Stay in touch with me girl. A sister who cares Darla Ann Burke

Nov 201520

Jacqueline - A heterosexual Cross Dresser

short story
Hi. I am Jacqueline, a 48 year old married heterosexual Cross Dresser, who has been dressing since... well, since many years ago. I remember the first feminine object that I tried was long red earrings from my sister, when I was 8 years old. Later I started with the pumps of my mother and the lingerie of my sister and as you know with the time the impulse was increased, looking for a complete woman's image! Well many years later, I got married with a wonderful woman, who gave me 3 splendid kids. In the first 10 years of my marriage, I continued with my dressing using only my wife's clothes and make-up, without any problems. jacq2.jpgFinally one day, my wife was out of the house and I started my dressing process. When I was close to finishing my make-up (and completely dressed), my wife returned earlier than I expected and saw me!!! It was a shock for her, and I agreed to seek help from a psychologist. In that moment my wife began to understand what cross dressing is, and she accepted me, with the classic condition that I must only dress when the kids were out or sleeping, and without a lot of participation from her side. After several years she came to accept being be part of my cross dressing, but with the condition I not go out dressed. I accepted and the relationship with her was incredible. Many years later, I spent some days alone at home, and I went to Glamour shoots. It was my first experience 'out' and also my first contact with other people as Jacqueline.  
  jacq3.jpgThat happened 3 years ago, but 3 months ago I had the good fortune to get the address of Marilynn, a professional Cross Dresser photographer who has photographed models for several catalogs. I got in contact with her and we arranged an appointment for a complete makeover in August. The following days were so exciting, but also so stressful with waiting. Finally the day came and I was sitting on the bed of the hotel at 18:00 with an incredible nervousness, but I got up the courage to do it and I went to her studio. Let me say, that it was the best and amazing experience in all my life! Marilynn and Denise, who did my make-up and my hairdo, were waiting for me. Denise took me to start the process of applying complete make-up and I could feel how my feminine side was coming to the front. Then Marilynn helped me to choose the outfits that we were going to use - I put the first one on and we went to the studio, in that moment I felt like a real model and I believe I acted as one!!! jacq4.jpgWe spent more than four hours with different outfits and different coloured wigs, finally the great moment arrived and I put my body in the Wedding Dress! There are no words to explain the feeling of this moment dressing as a Bride, the most important moment of every woman's life. Well this was my experience and I really loved to share it with all of you. If you would like to contact me my femail is Jacqueline5353@yahoo.com Kisses, Jacqueline More Pictures >>>
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Nov 201520

Big Changes

short story

Big Changes

This short story is about Jess and the big changes she faces. Jess was a 17 year old senior who was surrounded by females. His dad had died several years ago and he had no brothers, only two sisters. Michelle who was in 7th grade and was almost 13, and Amber who was 19 and pregnant. Her husband had been killed in an auto accident a couple of months ago, even before either of them knew she was pregnant. And now she was living back at home and was 3 months along. Jess's mom was an OB/GYN so they had quite a comfortable lifestyle "Oh man, my nipples are so sore and itchy I don't think I can stand it," Michelle was saying at the breakfast table. "They feel like they are on fire sometimes." "Honey, don't worry. That's very normal when your breast buds first begin to form. In a few months the soreness will go away and they will just continue to grow," Her mom told her. "Yeah, and then they only get sore when you have your periods....or when you get pregnant....or when your boyfriend plays with them too much," Amber stated while laughing at the same time. At that moment Jess came up behind Michelle and put his fingers on her chest and started squeezing her nipples through her thin training bra. "There, that'll give you something to complain about you little wimp. You won't get any sympathy from me with your stupid moaning and groaning," he said . "Stop that this instant young man. She isn't making this up and you better keep your hands to yourself," mom said. "If you girls want to know what real pain is, you have to have balls and sample what it feels like to be hit in them. Now THAT'S pain. I can squeeze my nipples and it doesn't do a thing to me," Jess said. "God, I wish you could be pregnant and feel the things I do. There's no way a guy can really understand what all a girl goes through. So just keep your big mouth shut and your hands off our bodies or you might get hit in your balls by one of us wimps," Amber yelled. Jess stomped out of the room to finish getting ready for school. He knew he couldn't win what with being surrounded by all those females After he and Michelle got on the school bus and it loaded with all the other kids on the route, Jess started teasing Michelle about her poor, sore titties. And he was saying things loud enough so all the others on the bus could hear him. Some giggled and others were embarrassed by his behavior. Michelle got very angry but said nothing. She was used to this but knew something had to be done. "If you don't stop that I'm going to start telling everyone about YOUR little problem. Do you want me to do that, sweetheart?" his girlfriend Amy whispered in his ear. "Would you like all your friends to know how "quick at the trigger" you are when we mess around? Maybe I should stand up and tell them how I barely get it out of your pants before you start squirting in my hands. Is that what you want them to know?" Well that stopped him from saying anything else, at least this time. He hated when Amy brought that up. After all, he couldn't help it. And she really didn't seem to mind most of the time. But he sure didn't want anyone else finding out about it . That evening before Michelle went to bed she had a long talk with her mom about what had happened on the bus. And all the other times Jess had embarrassed her in front of her friends. Amber walked in as they were talking and she told mom things that Jess had teased her about, too. Like what a cow she was going to be when her titties started producing milk and she would have to feed her baby with them. And they both kept on and on with things he had done to them. Dr. West (mom) knew something had to be done to stop that behavior, but she had tried everything in the way of punishing Jess and nothing seemed to work. "Mom, if only he knew what it was like being a girl and had to put up with not only the physical things but the teasing by boys as well I'll bet he would be nicer to us," Michelle said as she started crying. That message stayed in Dr. West's mind as she went to her office the next day.
    She had a few minutes before her first patient so she started reading through some of her medical journals and did a lot of research for the remainder of the day as she had time. She found out some very interesting things that she thought she could put to good use with her son. She decided that although her plan might not be totally ethical to her profession, she would go forward with it for the good of her family and friends. She smiled inwardly as she thought about what an education Jess would be getting over the next few months. She also decided to not tell anyone, including her daughters, what she was up to until it became necessary. Her plan was to most certainly tame her unruly son's behavior once and for all. And he most likely would get first-hand knowledge as to what Michelle was going through. And maybe even become much more sympathetic to Amber. "The nerve of him calling her a cow...we'll see how well he can moo," she thought to herself Things went along pretty much the same for the next couple of months although Amy was doing a fairly good job of keeping Jess in check. But he still did tease the girls whenever he could. He faithfully was taking the medicine his mom had unexpectedly brought home one night a few weeks ago since she told him his last physical had showed a mineral imbalance that needed to be corrected. He had to keep his body in shape for the upcoming baseball season and he hoped the pills would help. It sure seemed like a lot of pills, though. He had to take 2 of the big purple ones both morning and night and a pink one in the morning. He thought they must be doing something good for him since his premature ejaculation problem seemed to be getting better. Amy had noticed too and thought his body was just straightening itself out . One thing Dr. West had talked to Amy about, although she didn't tell her everything, was she felt Jess needed to get some of the same treatment a girl gets from a guy in order for him to start appreciating some of the feelings. She knew Amy and Jess were sexually active because she had prescribed Amy's birth control pills. She told Amy she might want to play kind of rough with Jess's nipples, like lots of sucking and squeezing, to get even with his mean comments. Amy thought it strange but felt it served him right and she did get very turned-on when she did it, too One night when Jess and Amy were fooling around in the living room she had his shirt pulled up and was nuzzling his chest and started licking around his left nipple. He had noticed lately how sensitive he felt there but her licking felt very good. She then wrapped her lips around it and started sucking but he suddenly pushed her away. "Ow, that is hurting me when you do that. Could you take it a little easier? My nipples are so tender for some reason," he said. At that moment Michelle was in the hallway and heard his comment but didn't say anything. All she thought at that moment was how glad she was that her nipples weren't as sore now as they had been.
    But the next morning as soon as she saw him she remembered his words. And she ran up to him and put her fingers around his nipples and squeezed as hard as she could. "Oh God, what are you doing.....you're hurting me you little bitch." And he just sat there for a moment to recover after she let go of him. "Na na na na na naaaaaaaaa....Jess has sore nipples," Michelle said as she just laughed and stuck out her tongue at him. Mom didn't say anything and Amber just sat there enjoying every minute. Jess also didn't say another word because he knew the teasing he would get if he did. He couldn't understand why his chest hurt so much last night and now again this morning. He figured it would go away soon. But boy was he wrong about that ! About a month later he was getting dressed for school and pulled a sweater over his head but as it rested on his chest it seemed to itch him something awful. He had noticed lately that his nipples seemed to react to almost everything he wore against them. He quickly changed into a cotton shirt and that helped some, but all day long he was constantly having to reach up and scratch his nipples. The itching was driving him crazy. But there was no way he was going to tell anyone about it. He had even gotten to where Amy's attention to his nipples were all that really seemed to ease the pain. Her gentle sucking and wet tongue seemed to sooth them a lot. But as soon as she finished and he pulled his shirt on again, they were irritated. Amy noticed this and said "Look sweetie, you're going to have to do something about that tenderness. It almost seems as though you need something to cushion your nipples from your rough shirts. I have an idea but I know you aren't going to like it. I think you need like a bra or something." "A bra, are you crazy? I'm no limp-wristed wimpy queer who goes around wearing a bra," he shouted at her. She said "suit yourself, I'm just trying to help," and got out of the car and stomped into her house. He sat there for a moment thinking of what she said. But no way was he going to wear a bra, was he? He also noticed that he seemed to be getting bigger in the area of his hips. He found that out one day when he was pulling his jeans on and had a little trouble getting them past his upper thighs. It also seemed funny that they were not as tight in the waist but were very tight in the seat. But the things that concerned him the most were his irritated and now bloated nipples. He wondered if Amy's constant attention to them were responsible. They were a deep red colour and were protruding from his chest about an inch. They had always been totally flat before. During the next few weeks it had gotten to where he could hardly stand any of his shirts rubbing his chest. He kept thinking about what Amy had said, although she hadn't mentioned it anymore . One day when she was over at his house he told her what he was experiencing and asked if she thought a bra was really the only answer to his problem. "Well, sweetheart, you could always just put up with the pain. Other than that a bra is all I can think of. Besides, I wouldn't think any less of you. In fact I think it would be way cool to have a boyfriend who knows how it feels to wear a bra. Haven't you ever wondered about that? Does it turn you on just a little bit thinking about doing something like that? I mean, how many guys would do something like that for their girlfriend?" As she said that she was stroking his crotch and she could feel him start to respond, so she went further.
    "You aren't very big in the tittie department, at least not yet, so you really wouldn't need much of a bra. Probably just a teeny little training bra....kind of like Michelle wears." And with that she started working his now hardening penis even more. She thought about all the teasing he had done to Michelle about her sore titties and wearing a training bra and felt this was definitely justice being served. She couldn't understand why this was happening to him, but she thought he was the perfect guy for it to happen to. And she loved him, in spite of it. Maybe even more because of it "I've got an idea....let's go up to Michelle's room and see if she will lend you one of her bras...you know, to just try out." He started to object but her rubbing him had kind of put him in a trance. So she led him upstairs where Michelle was in her room doing her homework. Amy told her that Jess had something to ask her. He couldn't get up the nerve to do it, so Amy said "Jess seems to be having a little problem we hope you can help out with." She wanted to know what kind of prolem. So Amy lifted his t-shirt so she could see his bloated nipples. Michelle gasped and had to hold back a giggle as she stared at a chest that looked very similar to hers. In fact if anything, his nipples were a darker color and even a shade larger than hers "Wow, Jess, where did those come from?" she asked. He told her he didn't know what was going on and then to the surprise of both girls he said, "I'm real sorry I was so mean to you, Michelle. I truly didn't have any idea what was happening to you, but now I guess I do. Please forgive me. And, although this is probably the most embarrassing thing I've ever asked, do you suppose you could loan me one of your bras? Amy thought it might help with the soreness." Later they would find out he just apologized to make it easier and to get away from her room quicker. It still hadn't all sunk into his brain about what a pig he had been . Michelle went over to her dresser and pulled open a drawer that was filled with panties and bras. "Do you just want a bra, or do you want a pair of my panties, too?" she teased. Amy thought it was a cute thing to say, and for a moment tried to picture Jess in panties, too, but quickly rummaged around for as plain a bra as she could find. The one she selected was white, very thin and had flat AAA cups. But there was a cute small flower sewn between the cups. She thought it would be good for Michelle to witness Jess being put into a bra for the first time so she had him remove his shirt and he slipped his arms through the straps and when in place she fastened the tiny single hook in the back. It was almost a perfect fit. Michelle thought it was neat that she and her brother were the same bra size......and that he was wearing a bra she had worn many times. She even started to get a little wet between her legs as she watched him start to pull his t-shirt on again. She knew she would have to do something about that when they left the room. Her little clitty started to tense up as she thought about that.
    Jess did have to admit that Amy had been right about the bra. His shirts didn't irritate him at all anymore and he soon got used to the feel of the bra. In fact it kind of turned him on a little knowing he was doing such a secretive thing. And Amy constantly reinforced his feelings as she told him how much she liked him in a bra as she unhooked it and pulled it off so she could attach her sucking lips to his turgid nipples. Of course all the family knew that Jess was wearing Michelle's bras all the time and once in awhile they would tease him just to get even a little. But once when Amber said something to him about it he snapped back, "Well at least I'm not a fat cow with big udders like you." Mom was there when he said that and went to comfort Amber when she left the room crying. She told her that Jess would soon find out how she felt. Amber didn't understand what that meant but thought nothing further about it. But mom knew she would have to follow-through with the next phase of his education . One day Jess and Amy were at her house and up in her room messing around. She was happy that Jess no longer had the problm of shooting his wad too soon. In fact it seemed like he was getting to where his orgasms were taking longer and longer. But that just made it better for her. His semen also seemed to be thinner and less copious. She wondered if that had anything to do with his titties and hips filling out. "Jess, have you noticed your jockey shorts are so tight on you lately and that your jeans seem to be ready to split between your butt cheeks? Let's try something out just for fun." She went to her dresser and got a pair of her every day, but frilly anyway, panties and told him to put them on. He protested but she saw his penis start to get hard at the mere mention of the word panties. So she started stroking him and said "Oh come on, they will probably fit you much better than your old icky shorts and I'm sure will feel nice up against your big round butt. You know your rear end is looking a lot like mine, so do this for me." She started sliding her panties up his legs and his penis came to full attention as she did so. But the panties were nicely filled out by his cute butt and full hips. Just an unsightly bulge in the front. She started stroking him through the nylon, telling him how cute he looked in her panties and Michelle's bra and what a pretty little girl he was becoming. She even went so far as to say he should be called Jessica now that he was wearing pretty lingerie. As soon as she said that he orgasmed and filled the front of the panties with his watery semen. "Oh, naughty, naughty Jessica. Now we have to get another pair of my panties because of the mess you made." The next thing Amy did was to get a pair of her jeans for Jess to try on to see if they might fit him better than his did. Again he resisted but soon she had him pulling them up his legs and he noticed how much easier they went over his hips. And to his and her amazement, they fit him like a glove.....almost better than they did her. Well, one thing led to another and Amy found herself playing dress-up with him just like she used to do with some of her girlfriends. Almost all of her clothes fit him and she and he both were very excited and turned-on as she dressed him in her pantyhose, slips, teddies, camisoles, dresses, and even her shoes all were a perfect fit. She wondered if some day he might be able to wear her B cup bras.
    About 6 months had gone by and Dr. West knew she couldn't keep Jess at the very high dosage of female hormones he had been taking and besides he was at the right point for the next part of her plan. Although his breasts were fairly small, she was sure he had developed all the necessary mammary tissue including milk glands and ducts. She knew his poor body had been bombarded by many times more potent hormones than even teenaged girls have in their bodies. In fact the dosage had been so high that Dr. West knew an abrupt cessation of the hormones would trick his body into thinking he had given birth and, in turn, begin manufacturing high levels of prolactin on it's own. And with all the sucking and squeezing that Amy was doing to his titties, she knew that would provide the proper stimulation to quickly cause him to begin lactating. She felt her panties begin to get wet just from the thought . Jess's breasts had grown to about an A cup. They had dug out some of Amber's old A-cup bras from the attic when he got too big for Michelle's training bras and Michelle wasn't keeping up with him in the growth department. His mom told him he didn't need to take the pills anymore. He was glad because he didn't think they had done any good. He didn't even make the baseball team this year because he just didn't have the endurance or stamina for it. Plus there were other obvious reasons he didn't want to have to use the guys locker room . Jess was so conditioned to female clothes by Amy encouraging him and stimulating him when they were together that he now spent a lot of time, in private, dressing himself up. He seemed drawn to Michelle's clothes, maybe because it was her bra that was the first item he ever wore. He would sneak into her room and gather some of her panties, slips, pantyhose, socks, dresses and shoes. Then he would put them on all the time getting a tremendous hard-on from the sensation of her sleek clothes on his body. He always masturbated while wearing them thinking about how her young, feminine body had worn them. His orgasms were very intense at those times and since stopping the hormone pills his ejaculations were always a huge amount of semen that he had to be very careful to not get on her things. I'm sure he would have loved to have known that Michelle, ever since that day he put on her bra in her room, was frequently masturbating also thinking about him wearing her things. They would soon find out about each other's activities and share many exciting adventures together . About two weeks after stopping the pills, Jess noticed every morning that there seemed to be some stains on his nightgown (actually Michelle's nightgown that he had started wearing to sleep in) and he also noticed that his breasts seemed to have gotten a little more swollen, and that there were dark blue veins circling his nipples around the swollen tissue. One morning he went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror and saw what he thought was a drop of liquid on his right nipple. So he squeezed it and a few more drops came out. It happened with the left nipple also. This scared him and he kind of made a gasp that Amber heard as she was passing by, so she came in to see what was wrong. She was amazed when she saw the milk dripping off of Jess's nipples. But she also gave a quick smile, knowing how he must have felt at that moment. "Don't worry, Jessica. The same thing is happening to mine." And with that she pulled up her maternity top, undid her bra and let her huge breasts fall out. As she squeezed her nipples, Jess saw milk flow out of her almost exactly the same way it was flowing out of him. "Guess you can help this old cow breastfeed little Brittany as soon as she is born in a few days. Won't that be fun?" He just whimpered and wondered what else was in store for him.........but that's another story

Nov 201520

Christine Jorgensen

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" I could never understand why I was receiving so much attention," Jorgensen said in a 1986 interview. "Now looking back, I realize it was the beginning of the Sexual Revolution, and I just happened to be one of the trigger mechanisms." Christine Jorgensen-with her sleek hair, smokey voice, slender body and smart clothes, exploded into the nation's consciousness in the halcyon days of the post war Baby Boom, in the placid I-like-Ike, I-love-Lucy era when issues of sexuality, much less transsexuality, were strictly taboo. It didn't take much to propel her private, two-year odyssey from man to woman into the object of international debate and ridicule. "EX-GI BECOMES BLONDE BOMBSHELL," screamed the headline in the Daily News, which broke the story on Dec. 1, 1952, after it was leaked about the second of Jorgensen's three operations. f794_1537.jpgUnwittingly, Jorgensen's surgery proved to be something more than the lurid tale it was made out to be at the time: It was also the begining of greater candor and understanding in the way the world looked at issues of transsexuality. According to the International Gender Dysphoria Association, by 1980 an estimated 3,000 to 6,000 American adults had undergone hormonal and surgical sex changes. Among them, tennis pro Renee Richards and British-born writer Jan Morris.  
  f794_1535.jpgAnd while transsexual surgery has hardly become commonplace since it was pioneered in Europe in the 1930s, it certainly has become less-than-scandalous in most quarters. Indeed, by 1982, when news spread that a Nassau County police officer had undergone a sex-change operation and was planning to return to the force, the response, from the county executive to the police commissioner, was more support that embarrassment. "It (the surgery) wouldn't get on the 95th page of the newspaper if it happened today," Jorgensen said last year in an interview with the Los Angeles Time. "It's not news anymore." But it was news-scandalous news-when Jorgensen did it. In those pre-feminist days, there was no end to the cutting appellations: The press described her variously as mankind's gift to female species," "The latest thing in blonde bombshells," "tops in swaps" and "the turnabout gal." In and out of the press, she became subject of endless conversation and the butt of thousands of titillating jokes. And that was just the beginning. While Jorgensen was still in Denmark, she had sold the rights to her life story to the Hearst Corp.'s American Weekly Magazine for $20,000. But that contract did little to dissuade other journalists-and evryone else-from besieging her. On Feb. 12, 1953, when she stepped off the plane from Denmark, at what was then Idlewild Airport, Jorgensen was greeted by more than 350 "admirers, autograph hounds and just plain curious people." Not to mention hordes of reporters and photographers who catalogued everything from her baggage (13 pieces of luggage) to her destination ("the Swank Carlyle Hotel" in Manhatten) to her first beverage in America (a Bloody Mary "containing two shots of vodka and tomato juice") From then on, wherever Jorgensen went, neither the press nor the attendant carnival atmosphere was far behind. Every detail was grist for the mill: Her size 9-AA shoes. Her $10 contribution to a volounteer fire department in her new Long Island's hometown. Her first Easter bonnet, which landed her on the front page of Newsday on Easter weekend in 1953, a much-vaunted accolade traditionally reserved for Long Island's society matrons.  
  f794_1536.jpgThe press couldn't get enough of Jorgensen. The press was there on Feb. 26, 1953, when she took her drivers test in Garden City. A Newsday reporter noted on the occasion, "She, then he, had once been employed as a chauffeur. But her license had expired and so, said one wag, had the sex of the owner." The press was there on May 8, 1953, when Jorgensen made her debut at Hollywoods Orpheum theater, narrating a 20-minute travel documentary she filmed in Europe: "Her paycheck is reported to be $12,500 for a weeks work." And the press was there a week later, on the flight back to New York, when Jorgensen announced that she planned to make her home in Massapequa, on a 150-by-100-square-foot parcel of land where her father, George, a carpenter, would build a six-room, $25,000 ranch-style house, complete with the most up-to-date burglar alarm system. "Long Island," she said, "[is] a lovely spot to settle." It became her home base until 1967, when her parents died and she moved to California. But if the press fueled the furor over Jorgensen, it was feeding a public that couldn't get enough of her and a society that didn't know what to make of her. Was she some sort of side show freak? Or a modern pioneer? There was no consensus. While gossip columnist Walter Winchell ridiculed her, hostess Elsa Maxwell feted her. While the Stork Club banned her, the Waldorf-Astoria welcomed her. Jorgensen, from the beginning never regretted what she did, "I regretted at the beginning, that the press got hold of it and made my life such an open book," she said in a 1979 Newsday interwiew. "But the publicity, too, hasn't been altogether bad. It's enabled me to make an awful lot of money." Although Jorgensen preferred to be known as "the noted colour photographer"-she even went to London in 1953 to photograph the coronation of Queen Elizabeth-she made her money, and her mark, from her celebrity. The offers of Hollywood stardom that poured in from film producers when she returned to the United States never panned out. Nevertheless, Jorgensen decided that if the notoriety that was following her wasn't going to die out, she might as well cash in on it. During the '50s and '60s she earned a more-than-comfortable living on the talk show and lecture circuit and, most notably, as a stage actress and nightclub performer. The act, which she took from the Latin Quarter in New York to the Interlude in Los Angeles to clubs in Havana, Caracas and throughout England and Australia, was both serious and fun. With a straight face she sang "I enjoy being a Girl." With tongue-in-cheek, she performed "Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered" as a parody of her life before the operation.  
  f794_1539.jpgThroughout the years of living under a magnifying glass, Jorgensen retained her sense of humor. But in her 1967 book, "Christine Jorgensen: A Personal Biography," it was obvious that she had considered life before the operation anything but joyous. As a child growing up in the Bronx, Jorgensen said she was a "frail, tow-headed, introverted" little boy who "ran from fistfights and rough-and-tumble games." When she was 5, she wrote, her Christmas dream was for "a pretty doll with long gold hair." Under the tree, there was a red railroad train. A graduate of Christopher Columbus High School in the Bronx-Class of '45-Jorgensen was drafted into the Army a few months after the end of World War II, as a 19-year-old who admitted years later that he felt like a woman trapped in a mans body. The road to Jorgensen's transsexual surgery in Copenhagen began in New York, with years of independent research. At the Manhattan Medical and Dental Assistants School, Jorgensen devoured information on the subject of sexual hormones and glandular imbalances. Then, through a friend who was a physician, the young man discovered it was possible to obtain sex change treatments and operations in Scandinavia. In 1950, George Jorgensen Jr. left for Denmark, staying with friends and keeping his plans a secret from everyone, including his family. It was not until two years later-on the eve of the second operation-that Christine Jorgensen finally wrote to her parents in New York: "Nature made a mistake, which I have corrected, and I am now your daughter." Although Jorgensen's parents were shocked by the news, they welcomed their child home. Jorgensen herself never married, but there were countless reports of liassons: In 1952, a Texas GI told the world that he had dated her in Copenhagen "and she had the best body of any girl I ever met." In 1959, she became engaged; her first fiance later broke the engagement. "I've never been married," she said in the Newsday interview, "but I have been engaged twice, and I've been deeply in love twice. I was never engaged to the men I was in love with, and I was never in love with the men I was engaged to." When the noteriety died down, Jorgensen settled into a fairly private existence. After she left Long Island in 1967, she lived quietly in California, first at the Chateau Marmont, the historic apartment-hotel on Hollywood's Sunset Strip, then in a four bedroomed house in Laguna Niguel, 60 miles south of L.A., and for the last two years in San Clemente. Although she had dropped out of the lecture circuit for 15 years, she returned on-and-off during the 1980s. She had also been lpanning a sequel to her autobiography and had been trying to find a U.S. distributer for a Dutch-made documentary on transsexuals, lesbians and female impersonators. After she was diagnosed as having cancer in 1987, she confessed that one of her remaining dreams was to appear on the hit T.V. show, "Murder She Wrote." Jorgensen never found even fleeting fame on T.V. But she didn't need it. To many, she had won more enduring recognition, as a pioneer, as a man-turned-woman who broke down at least one of society's sexual barriers. For her own part, though, she saw it as nothing more that a case of self-preservation. "Does it take bravery and courage for a person with polio to want to walk?" she once said. "It's very hard to speculate on, but if I hadn't done what I did, I may not have survived. I may not have wanted to live. Life simply wasn't worth much. Some people may find it easy to live a lie, I can't. And that's what it would have been-telling the world I'm something I'm not."

Nov 201520

Just Between The Two of Us

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JUST BETWEEN THE TWO OF US

"I'd better explain who we are." "I'll do the explaining, heaven knows what you'll tell them." "OK" "What?" "Carry on." "Yes, Er...well.....er I'm David, a professional man, married with 4 children." "Honestly, you are so stuffy. They don't want to hear all that nonsense. They'll be interested in me, Maggie." "But they need to know our background, all the 'whys' and 'wherefores'. Otherwise they won't understand." "Nonsense. They'll pick it up as we go along. He's David, I'm Maggie. We share the same mind and body so we're really the same person but fate decided that we've got the wrong sort of body, all those silly dangly bits between the legs. I've spent my whole life trapped inside a male body. There you are." "You do over simplify." "You try to make things so complicated. We're in a fix. Even you really want to be me, but your ridiculous conscience and sense of obligation keep geeting in the way. Ever since you realised that I'm the true us, you've been in a constant funk." "I'm not surprised, you're constantly dropping me in it." "Only because you really want to come out of the closet or rather live as Maggie. I can't make you do anything that you don't want." "What about the other day, when we were chatting with the typists?" "And?" "Carolyn was talking about shaving her legs." "Silly girl. Waxing is so much better. It leaves a smoother finish and the hair grows back slower and finer." "I know. That's what we told her and we got some very funny looks." "People are very funny about waxing. They're afraid it'll hurt. You know it doesn't." "You're missing the point." "What point?" "Are you deliberately trying to wind me up? There we were, in full flow about how smooth it leaves your legs and then you start on about electrolysis. I suddenly realised that all three of them were staring at us." "Well I was only giving her the benefit of my experience. Neither hurts, do they?" "That's the point that I'm trying to make. Men aren't supposed to know about things like that." "You do." "Yes. But....er....Well you've got to be more careful what you say. You're always us in it." "But it was fascinating, a real girl to girl chat. I didn't realise how little other women knew about it. Anyway you were enjoying it as well. You just turned off and let me get on. You're being very over sensitive. They didn't notice anything. You're imagining things again."
    "Don't you believe it. Ruth and Pat stopped typing and were watching me, I could feel their eyes boring into me. And it wasn't because I'm the boss, either. We won't be so lucky next time" "Calm down, you do panic! I've got to take every chance that I get and you do enjoy our days out together. I know that you're wound up about Jayne, but I don't have too much sympathy after she called me a pervert." "She didn't understand." "Yes, that's something else we've got to sort out. I know she's not well but this sneaking about is so demeaning. I'm sure I wouldn't want my husband to have to go off, not telling me where he is." "She doesn't understand." "Just like a man. My wife doesn't understand me. She doesn't want to understand. She wants her old fashioned dependable upright David. Boring to the last. Hair cut in a particular way, always dressed in blacks or greys with a white shirt and bonking on Wednesdays and Saturdays. She wants a conventional husband and damn to what we want." "You're not being fair." "Fair! Fair!!! What about me? I've put up with you for far longer than she has, not to mention 24 hours a day. And the sacrifices that I've had to make to your male ego, over the years. All I get is a few hours here and there, like some second rate mistress. It makes me want to scream." "But she was so upset when I told her about being a TV." "Yes and that's another thing. No mention of me. I can't help being trapped inside a man's body." "And I don't like being what I am." "But should we have told her half a story, like that?" "Well it was your fault we had to tell her at all." "What do you mean?" "If you hadn't left that sticker on the order we sent off to that mail order catologue." "That skirt and top were gorgeous, it was a shame they were out of stock." "Yes and they sent the cheque back to her, that's when she began to suspect there was another woman." "I was furious about that, she kept the cheque. I could have spent the money on something else. It was just as much your fault, we filled the order form in together, you should have taken it off." "We can't go on like this, everyone will think we are barmy. And I've got to break off now, these bra straps are cutting into my shoulders." "And that's another thing. You are going to have to look after our body a bit better. We've going to have to lose at least a stone and it's time you stopped smoking. It's bad for us." "You're right and I know that we've got to get things sorted out. Can we talk on another day?" "I quite enjoy our little chats, it's nice reading what we've said. See you later, David."

Nov 201520

The Perils of Peeing

It's the one big dilemma facing every TV going out amongst the public  - peeing - what to do if you get caught short? You may look totally convincing in your smart blue two piece and your neat town shoes. Nobody but the occasional admiring male may be giving you even a passing glance. But are you really sure you will pass the test in the ultimate taboo - the ladies! It's the biggest risk you can ever take, because there, you have the most to lose. Out in the street you may be smiled at if you're read, or jeered at if you get too close to a gang of lads, but in the ladies it could be even worse. You could get yourself arrested. The problem for most TVs is that they just don't know what to expect. When you're brought up to frequent the quietness of the gents, the unabashed behaviour next door can be something of a shock. Men don't talk to each other in toilets, they're generally too scared that any sign of human contact could be misinterpreted. Sit down for a contemplation and you have no fear of the guy in the cubicle next to you suddenly starting up a conversation. We just don't do that kind of thing, but many women do. They don't have the same hang-ups as men, you don't hear wild stories of women hanging around public toilets picking up young girls, so no one is suspicious when they behave as normally in the cubicle as they would outside. If there's no paper and they can't find any in their bag, they may well call across to you, sitting demurely a couple of feet away, to ask you if you've got any. If you have you can push it under the barrier, but if you haven't, what do you do? Is your voice, on its own and divorced from your feminine looks, really good enough to pass. Not many TVs would survive such a test. But TVs, like anybody else, often don't think of the consequences or of what might happen unexpectedly. Being arrested in a dress for causing a breach of the peace is so bad a nightmare they prefer just not to think about it. They'll even use the ladies just for the thrill of it, and some have come very unstuck. A friend of mine, a very convincing TV we always thought, got arrested on the motorway services at Charnock Richard and came close to suicide when he realised he would have to appear in court. Luckily, he was so far from his home that his family never found out, and the magistrate merely bound him over to keep the peace for a year. The whole business took him months to get over though, and it's just not worth the risk. Of course, if you do get caught short then you do have a problem. You can hardly use the gents, and it's too risky to use the ladies, so what do you do to avoid wet knickers? The answer lies in that relatively new arrival on the toilet scene - the disabled person's loo. This is usually unisex, and only takes one person at a time, so no one's going to strike up an unwanted conversation. You can just nip in, do your essentials, and nip out again, a woman for all the world to see. So next time you're out on the town, take care. Stay away from the temptation of the toilets. You know it makes sense.

Nov 201520

High Heels and Shoes

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Deciding what shoes to wear is a dilemma for most transvestites. We take a closer look at what is available and what is the right heel for the right occasion. Men tend to have big, broad feet which they plant firmly on the ground when they walk. Women, on the other hand, have narrow, delicate feet and they walk with short step, their weight thrown forward onto their toes. There is little a transvestite can do about the shape or size of his feet, but if he seriously wishes to be accepted as a woman he must at least learn to walk like one, which is difficult in poorly fitting shoes. Fortunately, the problem has been recognised by TV specialists and shoe manufacturers, and there is now a wide range of feminine footwear intended for masculine use. Of course, there is a small price to pay for such specialisation, but true elegance never came cheaply. In trying to disguise the size and shape of the masculine foot the designer will subtly alter the proportions of the shoe: Extremely high heels make the foot appear shorter, and a narrower effect can be achieved by subtle curves and delicate strapping. Long pointed toes also have a narrowing effect, but provide a daunting challenge for the walker! Before venturing out in shoes of extreme design the wise transvestite will put in months of practice. It will result in aching calf muscles and blistered heels but to the dedicated TV no amount of suffering is too great if it achieves the desired objective. high1.jpgShoes can make or break an outfit so always be very selective with your footwear! Stilettos should not be the only items to adorn your feet. Very few women wear high heels all the time, but they are a must for any special occasion or for an extra-sexy look. A smaller heel, usually 2" to 3" is far more practical and comfortable. They are easier to walk in, do not cramp the foot and look nice with skirts and dresses. Lower-heeled shoes do not have to look 'frumpy' - there are numerous styles, colours and toe-shapes available. If you choose something to complement your outfit, you can be stylish without high heels. A completely flat-soled shoe is only recommended for younger TVs (say 18-28) or the more mature (55-60+). To look feminine they must be worn with very soft and flimsy dresses or skirts. For and Against Stilettos For: Legs look more shapely and sexier Feet look smaller Walking tends to be with smaller steps, and more delicate Against: They make you much taller! Deportment must be practiced before venturing out in them They emphasise the calf muscles

Nov 201520

Wig Selection

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Wig Selection As a general guide ensure that your wig does not arrive before you do. In other words it should be part of your total 'look' rather than dominate it.

Avoid extreme styles and ensure the colour is within two shades of what 'Mother Nature' chose for you. Do not be tempted to go for an expensive 'real hair', they are much harder to look after and almost immediately lose their style. When you select your wig be guided by your personality type, figure, height, face shape etc, and remember that ideally your head should be (or at least appear to be) one-seventh the length of your body and your hairstyle can either create or destroy this illusion of near perfection. For example:   A rounded hairstyle is most flattering to a fuller figure, but if the face like the figure is full, the wig style should not be so rounded. If in addition the person is on the short side, a very short style will tend to lead to a dumpy appearance.   A style smaller at the crown, fuller at the bottom (triangular-shaped) will create the illusion of more height, making the short neck appear longer and drawing the eye up to the face. Ideal for the small TV.   A longer hairstyle - anywhere from the top of the shoulders to the middle back - draws the eye down, which is ideal for the taller amongst us who must avoid the small, sleek head which has the visual effect of a long 'T' without the horizontal bar at the top.   If you are built along horizontal lines - broad shoulders and hips - a short, full hairstyle with upturned ends draws the eye away from those wide, 'big-boned' lines and up to and past the cheekbones.   A long neck appears shorter, more rounded when hair is worn long with soft lines and fullness.   A square, heavy-set face needs a hairstyle with height and curvy waves that will break the square lines.   A high forehead looks most attractive with fluffy trails swept to the side.   A thin, sharp-featured face asks for a rounded hairstyle with fullness at the sides.   A double chin appears less noticeable when hair is carried forward on the face, rather than swept tightly back.   A long prominent nose is balanced, brought into proportion by gathering hair at the back of the head with a cluster of curls.   Styles to suit your features   Prominent Nose Fullness of hair on top and width at the temples makes a large or long nose seem more delicate from the front view. In profile the nose is shortened when hair projects up and forward in a high, puffy style. Keep the back of the head full and rounded, the ends long enough to cover the neck. Avoid both straight lines and tight curls.   Diamond-shaped Face Fullness of hair on top and width at the temples makes a large or long nose seem more delicate from the front view. In profile the nose is shortened when hair projects up and forward in a high, puffy style. Keep the back of the head full and rounded, the ends long enough to cover the neck. Avoid both straight lines and tight curls.   Square Face Soften any sharp angles and slim the width by wearing the hair shorter or longer than chin length, with a wave or curl coming in at the cheekbone. The height at the crown and a dipping side also helps.   Round Face To counteract roundness, you'll want to wear your hair smooth at the sides, curved in towards the face at about the chin line. Create height at the crown and some fullness a little below the ears. Choose a side rather than a centre parting which has a broadening tendency.   Heart-shaped Face This face has a piquant charm. If you have a pretty chin, feature it by keeping the chin line clean. If, however, your chin is too pointed, keep the hair smooth on top - close at the temples - and make the fullness start below the ears.   Oval Face If you have an oval face and your features are also regular, you can wear just about any hairstyle.   Pear-shaped Face Height in front will balance the wide jaw and narrow forehead. Width should start at the jaw line and move up to the temples. A diagonal parting slanting out from centre to side makes the head appear wider.   Long Face Here, your aim is to cut the length of your face and add width at the sides. Keep some fullness at the crown. Hair worn over the forehead dipping to the side in an irregular line is good camouflage.

Nov 201520

Easy Manicure

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Easy Manicure

Many TVs ignore their hands, and yet they are one of the areas where the difference between male and female can really show. So, if you want to be convincing and passable you need to develop a manicure routine - this guide will show you how!

Before you begin, remove all jewellery and get together all the things you will need: Towel Bowl Warm water or olive oil Emery Board Oily polish remover Base coat / ridge filler Coloured nail varnish Polish sealer / clear varnish Cotton wool Orange stick Cuticle remover / conditioner Moisturising cream Okay, now you're all organised - this what you do... 1. Remove any old polish with cotton wool dampened with oily polish remover. For hard to reach corners, use a cotton-tipped orange stick dipped in remover.   2. Make sure your nails are dry before filing them with an emery board. The most fashionable and the least vulnerable shape is the slightly squared oval - a shape that looks sensational on most hands, regardless of the nail length. File with the most abrasive side of your emery board from left to centre, and then from right to centre, smoothing edges with the finer side of the board.   3. Your nails will look longer and more graceful when cuticles are kept moisturised and free of excess tissue. Instead of cutting the cuticle - which can harm the nail - apply a creamy conditioner and then soak in warm water to gently soften the tissue. Use the orange stick to ease the cuticle back.   4. Instead of always soaking your nails in water, give your hands a sumptuous hot oil treatment. A few minutes soaking in olive oil allows the natural oils to penetrate the nail area. Then, scrub nails with a soft brush and dry with a soft towel.   5. Now you're ready to buff. Regular buffing stimulates circulation, strengthens nails and helps prevent splitting and peeling. Remember to buff in one direction to avoid overheating your nails. A nail shiner will restore a natural lustre to your fingertips if you choose to go without nail polish.   6. Tiny ridges and nicks in the nails can spoil any manicure. Before applying polish use the nail primer, a ridge-filling base coat that smooths the nail surface so that polish glides on easily. Brush on 2 coats for extra protection and allow a minute of drying before applying nail enamel.   7. Use 3 smooth strokes to polish each nail, beginning in the centre. Start your second coat when the last nail is finished.   8. To seal your manicure and add extra shine, apply a polish sealer over the enamel and under the nail edge to prevent chipping.   9. No one likes to sit and wait for nails to dry completely. If you're on the run, get yourself a can of quick dry to protect newly polished nails from smudges and smears.   10. For follow-up care during the week apply an extra coat of polish sealer. Also treat your hands and nails to regular rubbing in of a good moisturising cream which will guard against dryness and brittleness, in addition to making your hands feel soft and beautiful.   man2.jpgHandy Hints for Hands and Nails Apply generous amounts of hand cream before going out in cold weather, and before bed Carry an emery board with you at all times Make a habit of pushing your cuticles back with the towel every time you wash your hands Take a mineral supplememnt if white spots regularly appear as this indicates a shortage of zinc Weak or brittle nails can indicate a lack of calcium, so either drink more milk or take a supplement Apply a special white nail pencil under tips of nails for a clean manicured look

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